i'm really frightened about my future

[NothingElseMatters]

i have a temporary job now (will be fired in a couple of months), don't have any money, still live with my parents, couldn't finish college due to my anxiety and i'm not getting any younger, just turned 30 last week. suicide sounds like heaven.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also have lots of dread for the future, the only future that I want is one where I do not exist. I know that it is so horrible knowing that things could get so much worse. I'm sorry that you are going through this. Life is just so cruel and unfair. I understand that it is hard to carry on when everything seems hopeless. I wish you relief from suffering.

 

[Worndown]

I did temp work for 6 years. It is not something that gives one a sense of security. The market fluctuates. Any chance of finding something permanent or at least long term?

 

[GreenTree]

Fair play for working. I can't even do that.

 

[canneloni12]

I'm holding onto my full time job with a thread. 36 years old and still in customer service. I'm slow, don't understand anything and emotionally unintelligent - the latter killed my marriage.

 

[Arvinneedstodie]

I know this is not a contest but I believe I'm far worse than most of you. 26 years old, never made it to college, don't have any friends, only worked minimum wage jobs and couldn't keep it up because of my depression. I have no prospect and no motivation to even try at this point. Worst of all, I don't even have a decent good health that most 26 year olds take for granted. I hope soon my future will scare me to death.