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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
742
For so long I've been jumping back and forth wondering if I wanted to live or not. Now my friend gave me the opportunity to escape everything, to live the life I want to. However, I need my family's support for it. So that's it, my last chance. If I get thrown back in my shithole then I'll ctb. We'll see till monday. I'll give life a shot if things go as I expect them to, and if not, I'm ready to say goodbye and finally die.
 
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Esc9434

Specialist
Feb 25, 2020
301
Good luck. Thought you were doing fine. Thought your hobby was keeping you busy and somewhat happy.
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
742
Good luck. Thought you were doing fine. Thought your hobby was keeping you busy and somewhat happy.
I wont ctb out of boredom. The High school system here pushed me over the edge but I have the opportunity to go live with my friend. Maybe take a break and then start studying again. But it wont be the same thing at all because Ill be leaving France. But as I said, If I'm back in my shithole then I'm ready to die.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I wont ctb out of boredom. The High school system here pushed me over the edge but I have the opportunity to go live with my friend. Maybe take a break and then start studying again. But it wont be the same thing at all because Ill be leaving France. But as I said, If I'm back in my shithole then I'm ready to die.
Your profile picture is my favorite. I can't help but smile every time I see it. It's so strange too, love it. If you are anything like him then love you too! Don't leave us.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
For so long I've been jumping back and forth wondering if I wanted to live or not. Now my friend gave me the opportunity to escape everything, to live the life I want to. However, I need my family's support for it. So that's it, my last chance. If I get thrown back in my shithole then I'll ctb. We'll see till monday. I'll give life a shot if things go as I expect them to, and if not, I'm ready to say goodbye and finally die.
Give it a shot, what's there to lose?
 
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Brink

Brink

Exhausted. RadHomo.
Feb 11, 2020
625
I want to be happy for you Lizzie, but this doesn't sound healthy at all. Giving someone total power and control over your life can be dangerous.

Is this a close friend? Be careful x
 
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Alec

Alec

Wizard
Apr 22, 2019
680
I hope it all works out the way you want it to work out!! I'm sending you the biggest hugs ever!!!
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
It sounds like your primary issue is location. That is potentially solvable even if it doesn't work with your friend.
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
742
I want to be happy for you Lizzie, but this doesn't sound healthy at all. Giving someone total power and control over your life can be dangerous.

Is this a close friend? Be careful x
It is a close friend yes. We've been talking everyday for months. My other option is to ctb. So I'll take the risk.
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
473
For so long I've been jumping back and forth wondering if I wanted to live or not. Now my friend gave me the opportunity to escape everything, to live the life I want to. However, I need my family's support for it. So that's it, my last chance. If I get thrown back in my shithole then I'll ctb. We'll see till monday. I'll give life a shot if things go as I expect them to, and if not, I'm ready to say goodbye and finally die.
good luck...FRICK'N LIBERAL
 
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Brink

Brink

Exhausted. RadHomo.
Feb 11, 2020
625
What ever happened? x
 
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