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Meowkin

Student
May 6, 2020
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I'm going to die alone. It's better that way. I've never had someone who's always been there for me. I think I've been looking for that someone all my life and never found them. All I have is me. I feel at peace when I'm all by myself. Functioning in society at present requires interaction. I can't function that way. I will always be taken advantage of by others and that's no way to live. I'm ready finally to be all alone.
 
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virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

Specialist
Jul 4, 2020
316
Sadly, we all die alone. I'm trying to come to terms with that myself. I hope that you find peace.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
I guess we all will have to die alone specially when we ctb. Life is not always fair to all ...
 
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Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
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unfortunately, a life in peace is a privilege for few people.
I hug you.
 
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FriendofDeath

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May 22, 2020
833
Meowkin, often we are our best company, aren't we? Like you, I once wanted someone who was with me, body and soul. It hasn't happened. The three men I've cared about most in my life are married. It does seem sad and lonely to think about dying alone. I tell myself we all do it eventually, though some are blessed surrounded by people who care. I was with my father when he passed. Even though I knew it was coming, it was difficult. He couldn't speak, but he looked up at the corner of the room. I think he saw something there. So even if we are physically alone, I think we are spiritually surrounded. I hope that can give you some comfort.
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
I wish you peace. if you change your mind be here.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
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I wish it wasn't like this for you, comrade. Being alone is one of the most crushing experiences you can have. If you listen to people talk about life experiences and things they've done you'll notice that most good experiences people have involve some kind of social connection. You deserve friends just as much as anyone else.
 
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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
Is he still with us? Sorry i missed you,mau you rest in peace.
 

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