i’m ready to go

[bellad.08]

i hate it here. my days just keep getting worse and worse. 14 years later, and it has yet to get better.

 

[waitingforrest]

Same here. They say it gets better, but honestly it just gets worse and worse. Rainbows show up after storms or some shit like that. Honestly rather just die than wait for a day when everything will be okay. I honestly wish I could say something to make living worth it, but I'd be lying to myself as well. I hope that whatever you choose to do makes you happy, even if it's just for a second.

 

[bellad.08]

Same here. They say it gets better, but honestly it just gets worse and worse. Rainbows show up after storms or some shit like that. Honestly rather just die than wait for a day when everything will be okay. I honestly wish I could say something to make living worth it, but I'd be lying to myself as well. I hope that whatever you choose to do makes you happy, even if it's just for a second.

thank you hun. i'm debating ctb soon, but i'm in the process of trying to leave my boyfriend so it doesn't hurt him badly. i honestly don't think he'll hurt from it, but he's the only one i'm worried about leaving behind.

 

[FuneralCry]

It can be such a hopeless feeling when things just get worse. It is one of the most horrible things about this life, there is no limit as to how bad things can get. Things will never get better for me, I have never wanted to be alive. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[bellad.08]

It can be such a hopeless feeling when things just get worse. It is one of the most horrible things about this life, there is no limit as to how bad things can get. Things will never get better for me, I have never wanted to be alive. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

thank you <3 i haven't decided how i want to go out yet. there's so many options. i want something simple, i don't care about pain though. i hope the best for you though!