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VanishingAct

VanishingAct

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Feb 4, 2021
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Okay, I have tried to catch the bus many times in my life but I have finally mastered my plan.

I have let my anorexia take hold and just riding the waves of loosing weight (this will come in handy later).

I have saved up more than 4 times the amount of iron tablets that it will take to kill me (this has taken 2 years in which I never knew why I had the urge to not take them and save them up).

I have started selling all of my belongings (to make things easier once all is done) and nobody has caught on as I am 'spring cleaning' and "downsizing".

I plan to ctb in a couple of weeks if not sooner with my tablets. I will let my phone die so I can't call for help ( it will take two days before organ failure and death). I live by myself and can easily go a couple of weeks without anyone reaching out etc (I've tested this by going off grid at home and it works).

I will set up an email that will go out to a small handful of friends as a suicide note so they can know where to find my body. (This will be a timed email so will only be sent a week after I start the ctb Pisces's leaving it only a few days of body decomp). This way my animals will survive and will get help and food before it's too late.

Can anyone think of other things I could add to my plan?
 
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Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
That sounds like a really unpleasant way to go. I'm sorry it's come to this though, and I wish you peace whatever you end up deciding.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,682
That method sounds painful and I wouldn't choose it but I hope you find an end to your suffering.
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2019
467
We deserve to die without suffering friend, that is what I think, try to find another method that is not so aggressive with yourself, and I hope you find peace.
 
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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
I'm sorry things are leading you to this...

Are you sure you want to go this way?, there's plenty of other methods that are less unpleasant, you deserve to at least go at some peace.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Sorry to say this but I agree with the others. Your method sounds like a bad idea.
You will just suffer. Think of the consequences.
 

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