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cipher the first

cipher the first

Member
Jan 28, 2026
20
im planning to ctb soon but here is the problem, i dont have access to sn, jumping is too unpredictable, so the only method i got is good old slicing my wrists again it almost worked last time but i somehow missed all the important veins so if yall got advice or tell me how u would ctb that would help a lot.
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,291
I'm sorry for your suffering. But I wouldn't recommend this method (it doesn't seem peaceful at all). Unfortunately it's against the rules to give you a method, and it must be a personal decision.
Whatever happens, I wish you peace.
 
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uklad38

Experienced
Mar 27, 2026
208
We can't tell you how to ctb, you'll have to figure for yourself.

Slicing your wrists sounds very unpleasant though
 
cipher the first

cipher the first

Member
Jan 28, 2026
20
I'm sorry for your suffering. But I wouldn't recommend this method (it doesn't seem peaceful at all). Unfortunately it's against the rules to give you a method, and it must be a personal decision.
Whatever happens, I wish you peace.
belive it or not its not as painful as people make it out to be, in fact when i thought it was working, for the first time, i felt true peace i just needed to know where the right veins are but ig thats against the rules
 
dustoff

dustoff

Member
Apr 15, 2026
78
belive it or not its not as painful as people make it out to be, in fact when i thought it was working, for the first time, i felt true peace i just needed to know where the right veins are but ig thats against the rules

i 'cut veins' too. it's so unreliable and messy. useless method that will never work without bath. bleeding out wasn't nice experience for me too; dehydration, anxiety and palpitations and when doctors stitch you it's hundred times more painful than initial cutting because the adrenaline wore off.
 
cipher the first

cipher the first

Member
Jan 28, 2026
20

i 'cut veins' too. it's so unreliable and messy. useless method that will never work without bath. bleeding out wasn't nice experience for me too; dehydration, anxiety and palpitations and when doctors stitch you it's hundred times more painful than initial cutting because the adrenaline wore off.
i didnt get stitches cuz i thought it was too risky so now i have two huge fat scars on my wrists. but imma read this and see if it helps thank u
 

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