I'm not a psychopath for wanting to ctb

[kashmerektty]

i'm simply a trapped soul waiting to punch his golden ticket. my home life was hell & so was school. it's so surreal knowing i'll be dead in two months. to think a coroner will have to examine my dead corpse & see my naked body is a tad bit morbid lol. my family begs me not to commit & say they want me to be happy but if they genuinely want me to be happy then they should let me go. earth brings me nothing but racism, wage slavery, homophobia, endless bullying & misery. to add insult to injury, i've never truly been able to see my future past 18 as i've gone through life. i'm eternally forever young. i will NEVER grow up. i'm forever destined to be a deceased 18 year old boy and there's nothing anyone could've said or done to prevent this from happening.

 

[LittleMagician]

i'm simply a trapped soul waiting to punch his golden ticket. my home life was hell & so was school. it's so surreal knowing i'll be dead in two months. to think a coroner will have to examine my dead corpse & see my naked body is a tad bit morbid lol. my family begs me not to commit & say they want me to be happy but if they genuinely want me to be happy then they should let me go. earth brings me nothing but racism, wage slavery, homophobia, endless bullying & misery. to add insult to injury, i've never truly been able to see my future past 18 as i've gone through life. i'm eternally forever young. i will NEVER grow up. i'm forever destined to be a deceased 18 year old boy and there's nothing anyone could've said or done to prevent this from happening.

stb? What's that?

 

[Anonymousa]

you are correct, you are not remorseless for wanting to die. no one is that for wanting to die as we were forced here to deal with whatever conditions we are faced with. Honestly the people who want us to continue to live are the remorseless ones here as they would prefer for us to suffer than suffer our absence, especially parents are bad for this as they caused our existence in the first place. Its totally understandable to want to leave a world that is bad as this.

 

[kashmerektty]

you are correct, you are not remorseless for wanting to die. no one is that for wanting to die as we were forced here to deal with whatever conditions we are faced with. Honestly the people who want us to continue to live are the remorseless ones here as they would prefer for us to suffer than suffer our absence, especially parents are bad for this as they caused our existence in the first place. Its totally understandable to want to leave a world that is bad as this.

you aren't wrong at all namelesa. there's so many aspects of human existence i despise such as my ex bf. the fact that he'd leave me at my most yunerable even after i was homeless, slashed my wrists because he abused me, replaced me like nothing & kept treating me like trash? i wish him the best but i hope i never experience anything like that again. i was there for him 24/7 when he needed me. we'd call on signal & everything. how can he move on & treat me like i never existed?