I’m no longer afraid .. yes I’m doing it.

[livingonlytodie]

For a long time now I've known I'd die by my own hands but after what's taken place this year? It's time to fucking go. I desperately want a gun so I can blow my brains out & never look back. Nothings helping … anime , manga , cartoons & tv shows are all nothing but distractions & im ready to die. The only reason why im still here is because I haven't gained access to a gun yet lmao!! If anybody is interested in helping me die don't be afraid to reach out!! I'm on my last legs here lol

 

[NonEssential]

Good luck. How likely are you to get access to a gun?

 

[livingonlytodie]

Tbh im not sure. I'm only 19 so I can't buy one YET… I need someone to get me a gun so I can die lol

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[livingonlytodie]

I hope that you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

Thank you so much!!! You as well

 

[struggles_inc]

Is gun your only method of choice? If I had one, I'd blow my brains out too, but I won't be allowed a gun (legally) for a loooong time. That's why I'm considering carbon monoxide.

 

[livingonlytodie]

Not necessarily.. what is carbon monoxide?

 

[Salting the wounds]

WAIT IDK ANYMORE!!!!! Nobody's responding & im struggling to find someone to help me get a gun??

No one here will give you a weapon or provide you with help to get one, you should consider another method
I understand you, I am also desperate to do it, there is no painless method that I can execute right now, I live with my parents

 

[livingonlytodie]

DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Tonic_Secrecy]

Why not try SN Instead it's pretty easy to obtain by yourself Especially in the US.

 

[livingonlytodie]

Why not try SN Instead it's pretty easy to obtain by yourself Especially in the US.

I'll definitely have to look into this. Although im so confused on why it's so difficult to get my hands on a gun?? LOL if only I could! I'd be dead in like 5 seconds…

 

[struggles_inc]

Not necessarily.. what is carbon monoxide?

That's a poison you get from burning charcoal. Inhalation in secluded areas may be lethal. But again, as previous users stated, on this website you will not be able to purchase something from others.

You might wanna look at Partners Megathread though.

 

[livingonlytodie]

That's a poison you get from burning charcoal. Inhalation in secluded areas may be lethal. But again, as previous users stated, on this website you will not be able to purchase something from others.

You might wanna look at Partners Megathread though.

I posted on there previously but I don't think anyone's interested tbh. I'll just wait until im 21 & end things on my own terms it seems

 

[human909]

Good luck and i hope you find the peace you've been searching for,

 

[struggles_inc]

I posted on there previously but I don't think anyone's interested tbh. I'll just wait until im 21 & end things on my own terms it seems

I guess you're in the US, I am not, but I'm sure there is mental assessment in the process of licensing a gun. If you're confident you'll pass, that's fine. I would keep another method just in case.

 

[loneloser]

Not necessarily.. what is carbon monoxide?

It's a gas produced from many burning things like wood or coal like someone else said above. It can also come from car exhausts. It is an odorless gas that displaces oxygen in your blood. It will make you pass out first, then starve your vital organs of oxygen.

It's a method I'm considering.
I'm pretty sure it's painless but it may harm others who come across it because, like I said above, it's odorless and colorless.

Good luck and peace.

 

[livingonlytodie]

It's a gas produced from many burning things like wood or coal like someone else said above. It can also come from car exhausts. It is an odorless gas that displaces oxygen in your blood. It will make you pass out first, then starve your vital organs of oxygen.

It's a method I'm considering.
I'm pretty sure it's painless but it may harm others who come across it because, like I said above, it's odorless and colorless.

Good luck and peace.

TAKE ME WITH YOU

 

[loneloser]

TAKE ME WITH YOU

Haha lol

 

[livingonlytodie]

SOMEONE HEAR MY CALL

 

[John-Doe]

I guess you're in the US, I am not, but I'm sure there is mental assessment in the process of licensing a gun. If you're confident you'll pass, that's fine. I would keep another method just in case.

US gun owner here, i bought a rifle a few years ago when i was 18 and there was no assessment. just signed a couple things, had a few day waiting period (which was just because i was under 21 at the time) then went home with it.

 

[danny10]

Firearms would be my number 1 choice if I lived in the USA. Unfortunately I live in Europe so I'm getting SN. However, I still might consider travelling to the US if I can partner up for CTBing with someone who owns a gun...

 

[livingonlytodie]

Firearms would be my number 1 choice if I lived in the USA. Unfortunately I live in Europe so I'm getting SN. However, I still might consider travelling to the US if I can partner up for CTBing with someone who owns a gun...

I'm so close to end of my life & now im so excited. Regardless if it takes a bit longer than I expected it's still coming.

 

[danny10]

I'm so close to end of my life & now im so excited. Regardless if it takes a bit longer than I expected it's still coming.

Yes, maybe we can decide a date? Also, I would like to get to know everyone I'm planning to CTB with. Do you think a meeting could take place before we actually CTB?

 

[livingonlytodie]

Y

Yes, maybe we can decide a date? Also, I would like to get to know everyone I'm planning to CTB with. Do you think a meeting could take place before we actually CTB?

Yes we can!

 

[danny10]

Anyone interested in a meeting just to get to know each other? This can be done through video call as well.

 

[Upon a hanging Body]

Anyone interested in a meeting just to get to know each other? This can be done through video call as well.

You kinda just stopped messaging me so I assumed you weren't interested anymore