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Brokenwithbpd

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It's driving me crazy! I am never alone to do anything
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
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Id take a trip somewhere nice and believable, and then ctb there. Or just sleep and rest up then come back. Thats my plan for future.
 
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Susannah

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Jul 2, 2018
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It's driving me crazy! I am never alone to do anything
That's shit. Are you living with parents, friends, partner? Is there any chance to ask for "alone- time"? I get tired and angry when I have people around me for more than 3 hours. I understand your frustation.
 
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I'm never home alone either. Some days it tolerable, others it's not. ♡
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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That's shit. Are you living with parents, friends, partner? Is there any chance to ask for "alone- time"? I get tired and angry when I have people around me for more than 3 hours. I understand your frustation.
I live with my husband. We was suppose to start a job today but that fell through... I can't order my sn or anything
I live with my husband. We was suppose to start a job today but that fell through... I can't order my sn or anything
He not we lol
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
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I live with my husband. We was suppose to start a job today but that fell through... I can't order my sn or anything

He not we lol
Sorry to hear. I guess its not yet time as they say..
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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It sucks. I wish I could order it so I can have it on hand
 
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Deleted member 17949

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Same issue tbh. Parents and brother are always around. I can't even order a rope without getting it sent to the post office, and even then I'll need an excuse to sneak out and get it and somewhere to hide it. Since I've always been a loser that doesn't leave the house much my parents ask a lot of questions when I go out about where I'm going and who I'm meeting. It's hard to slip anything past them.
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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Same issue tbh. Parents and brother are always around. I can't even order a rope without getting it sent to the post office, and even then I'll need an excuse to sneak out and get it and somewhere to hide it. Since I've always been a loser that doesn't leave the house much my parents ask a lot of questions when I go out about where I'm going and who I'm meeting. It's hard to slip anything past them.
It's really a pain. I was forced to go to er for psych evaluation a few weeks ago
 

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