I'm losing it...again

[Freedom Believer]

I'm a fucking moron and a fucking failure. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE! I DON'T WANT MY DEGREE, I'M A FUCKING MORON WHY DOES MY DAD WANT THIS FROM ME?! MY CUM LAUDE WAS A FUCKING LIE, I WAS NEVER A GENIUS!

I've tried to drop out already and when I told him that he threatened to kick me out of the house. I don't know what to do. Should I just intentionally get myself expelled? My mind is going haywire and I get another class in July. I can't survive until August when it all ends and have to do more classes.

FUCK MY LIFE!

 

[Beachedwhale]

Give more details. What degree are you doing? Why are you doing it? What do you really want to do? Why do you want to drop out?

 

[Hurt]

You don't seem happy with your career. I'm so sorry. Did you choose it or your parents make the choice? Hope things get better for you.

 

[Freedom Believer]

You don't seem happy with your career. I'm so sorry. Did you choose it or your parents make the choice? Hope things get better for you.

I made the choice, it's better than what I had originally, but I'm still miserable. I don't know what to do.

Give more details. What degree are you doing? Why are you doing it? What do you really want to do? Why do you want to drop out?

English. I have to so I don't get kicked out. I want to be able to do whatever I want and be happy. During school, I'm miserable, I can't keep the stress down and worry about everything and my mind can't distract myself from it. I'm a fucking mess because of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life can be exhausting. It is very hard when we are under a lot of pressure. It sounds like a very difficult situation you are in. I hope things work out for you.

 

[Freedom Believer]

This life can be exhausting. It is very hard when we are under a lot of pressure. It sounds like a very difficult situation you are in. I hope things work out for you.

Thank you.