Venting I'm just pissed that this world does not accept our wishes.

[SleepyTransit]

I always feel like the world we live in was supposed to be supportive of everybody. But in the end it is not the case. I don't feel like i want to CTB but I want to have that option available not only for me, but for everyone without the insults & harassment of almost everyone. Why do we have to feel so scared to CTB? In the end, it's a personal choice. Why should we be conformed to therapy and seeking "help" all the time even when it has failed for some people and made them worse afterwards... I want to have the choice without the pressure of anyone if I want to seek help or go to therapy. We as mankind have made it so hard for people who want to sleep in peace because "human life is worth saving even in dark times." We're all gonna be taking the dirt nap at some point, why can't the world accept a persons choice of life or death in any situation? If we did, we would have ways to make easily accessible for those who wants to CTB without making it an inconvenience for others and most of whom had no impact on their life. Thank you for coming to my first of many TED talks on SaSu.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I just see it as so cruel and terrible how the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for the peace of an eternal sleep and I always suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me as I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it burdened with this torturous existence just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway. I find it so horrific how a human can exist for so long, I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and can bring me peace.