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restingplace

restingplace

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Mar 7, 2024
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This is the worst and lowest point of my life. I am currently in a homeless persons hostel, no telling how long I'm going to stay here, apparently not very long. i have my biggest fucking exams ever coming up and I'll be doing them in this stress. My biggest regret right now is not succeeding in my last attempt.

My cats are so terrified too, they also have no where to go.

I'm so fucking scared I don't know what to do, but hey this hostel has a pretty sturdy coat hanger pretty high off the ground and I have my back up rope in case
 
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Linda

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This is the worst and lowest point of my life. I am currently in a homeless persons hostel, no telling how long I'm going to stay here, apparently not very long. i have my biggest fucking exams ever coming up and I'll be doing them in this stress. My biggest regret right now is not succeeding in my last attempt.

My cats are so terrified too, they also have no where to go.

I'm so fucking scared I don't know what to do, but hey this hostel has a pretty sturdy coat hanger pretty high off the ground and I have my back up rope in case
Try to get your exams done and out of the way. That will remove one source of stress. Then you can think about your next move.
You could try one trick I used regularly before any big exam. Study hard beforehand, but do not study at all the day before. On that day, do something totally unrelated to your studies. (I used to wander around the very fine art museum in the town where my university was based.) It really does help.
 
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bankai

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best of luck for your exams OP. hope you clear them, get a good score and job and enter a great place in your life.
 
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LostLily

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Nov 18, 2024
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Good luck with your exams. Once you passed it, you can focus on other things
 
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Kbeau

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Jan 17, 2021
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This is the worst and lowest point of my life. I am currently in a homeless persons hostel, no telling how long I'm going to stay here, apparently not very long. i have my biggest fucking exams ever coming up and I'll be doing them in this stress. My biggest regret right now is not succeeding in my last attempt.

My cats are so terrified too, they also have no where to go.

I'm so fucking scared I don't know what to do, but hey this hostel has a pretty sturdy coat hanger pretty high off the ground and I have my back up rope in case
Good plan just in case
 
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restingplace

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Mar 7, 2024
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This is the worst and lowest point of my life. I am currently in a homeless persons hostel, no telling how long I'm going to stay here, apparently not very long. i have my biggest fucking exams ever coming up and I'll be doing them in this stress. My biggest regret right now is not succeeding in my last attempt.

My cats are so terrified too, they also have no where to go.

I'm so fucking scared I don't know what to do, but hey this hostel has a pretty sturdy coat hanger pretty high off the ground and I have my back up rope in case
Update, I'm currently living in a hostel ages away from my school or town, let alone any friends. Im glad I atleast have a roof over my head, exams are two days away, I don't think I'm going to make it. I believe towards the end of them I'm going to ctb. I don't really have anywhere to go in the future, I would like to be an artist or psychiatrist of some sort but that's just an unrealistic standard
 
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Best wishes for you!
 
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Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
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Update, I'm currently living in a hostel ages away from my school or town, let alone any friends. Im glad I atleast have a roof over my head, exams are two days away, I don't think I'm going to make it. I believe towards the end of them I'm going to ctb. I don't really have anywhere to go in the future, I would like to be an artist or psychiatrist of some sort but that's just an unrealistic standard
Contact your uni immediately. They should have some policies to help, even if it means providing a nearby hotel. If they don't that's ridiculous.

I'm reading this now but, you aren't in highschool right. Or you are at least 18. Either way I'd still very much contact your school, though I assume you have and simply the lower education school can't really assist you.

I'm so sorry. This is entirely unfair to you, and just simply horrific. I'll still wish you the best of luck though. Do what you can to push through these next two days, and worse comes to worse there is always ctb :(.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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All the best and good luck!
 
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