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BeyondGoodNEvil

BeyondGoodNEvil

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Jun 22, 2020
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I plan on hanging myself in the evening.
fuck it get this over with
if i fail ill try again .
im not wasting my time planning or leaving some bullshit note as if its going to comfort anyone as to why i suicide
death just happens going out the way you expect it to be is a shitty pipe dream.
my advice on this forum its either you do it or plan on getting better dont stay in the "idk" phase.
and if you plan on doing it dont take long planning it until you realise a whole year just flew through.
at the end i guess everyone finds some form of peace.
 
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quiet.rabbit

quiet.rabbit

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Feb 27, 2020
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Failing a hanging attempt sounds terrible though. You could get so brain damaged you can't even try again. If I were to hang myself I would be really careful to get it right.
 
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puppet_nihilist

puppet_nihilist

cogito, ergo sum
Jan 8, 2021
227
Sorry that things have gotten so bad, life is just unending torment. I hope you find peace wherever you think it lies.


my advice on this forum its either you do it or plan on getting better dont stay in the "idk" phase
This has been my life for quite a while now. Mostly leaning towards ctb but it's not easy. Your advice is solid on paper, but in real life it's just not as simple as that. If only suicide was easy. It just isn't.

Suicide plans won't go as perfect as we think or as planned, it'll just prolong our suffering to try and perfect it, I agree. But failure, especially in hanging, is worse than the current suffering we're experiencing.
 
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darksoul931

darksoul931

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Jul 3, 2021
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There See some threads and how to do it right.
Have you read them?

For my failures i can say
Better preporation then overreaction
Try to be patient (i know your suffering must ne unbearable) but doing it right is more important then doing it fast

Cause if you fail you might not get a chance for weeks or ever
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The fear of failure is what holds me back, with the hanging method. It can be hard to take our own lives. Life can be cruel, and I wish you peace if this is your choice.
 
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