I’m going to finally order it.

[Dizzy_Dreams]

I am going to buy N I am less an 120 pounds and will only be buying one bottle I hope it works.

I am so scared I've been a terrible person and have also suffered a lot and I'm scared of where I will go when I do die.

I am currently in a motel room with my boyfriend and I am scared to go through with this it it's my only option really. I see no future for myself. I am very scared.

Im afraid of going to hell. I know I'm not taking responsibility for myself and that I have not been a good person.

I would love it if someone else could talk to me or if anyone comments on here. Going through this will be so hard for me.

questions if anyone has answers
Will one bottle be enough?
Do you think God can forgive me if he's real?
Do I need an antimetic and if so what kind?
Is it wrong if I do it with my dog with me so I'm not alone?
If I survive what damage will I have?


Ive tried getting better and I know it will seriously hurt my boyfriend and that him and my dog won't have me anymore but I see no future for myself and my anxiety and depression is terrible as well as my anger and instability..

 

[The Lonely]

See…. Wait for this one to arrive then ask another ….

(It's Not good to put all eggs at the same basket … ;)

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I've found it super hard for my bank to unlock Bitcoin purchase. I'm still trying. If you want to message me please do. I enjoy chatting. I don't think there's a hell. I think the world is just ozone etc. I can tell you're feeling super bad. I am too. Lots of anger. Message me!!!!! :)

 

[Jumping_realms]

How did it go?

He just emailed me back.

 

[Midgardsorm]

Hey friend.

I don't know much about hell, the only thing that I know is that if there is a hell, it's full of good people.
And if it's not, you're not going there.

The bible says that hell is a place of darkness, until the judgment day. Not suffering, only a waiting place.

I don't know. Is your decision final? I hope everything works out for you. Healing or at least a good rest.

Meet you in heaven, maybe?