im going to ctb at a gun range

[kkiwii]

i finally reached my breaking point. i have several times but this time is different.i just lost my job, my car, and the only person who ever loved me for me… well i guess not because i was too much for him, his words. thats exactly what my mother told me as she tried killing herself because my stupid autistic ass is too much. im also about to lose my place of living. i have nothing and nobody, im going to do it probably tomorrow. ill have one of my friends clip it and post it when it happens, i just need a ride to the range but ill figure it out. ill act normal for about half an hour before i turn it on myself.

 

[KnightOfSwords]

Staff there is trained to prevent suicide attempts and they watch extra closely for those who don't own weapons or licence.

 

[Dejected 55]

Suicide at a gun range or while in a hospital is really hard because people are trained to be on the lookout for it and will watch you like a hawk if they even get a teeny vibe you might be at risk. At the gun range, if they weren't on top of things, not just suicides but mass shooters would flock to those places. The fact that you pretty much never hear about it happening is actually a testament to how good those places are ran.

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

I don't know how the employees are at your gun range and if you can gain their trust or something to get more leeway but when i tried to go ctb at a gun range with no license or my own firearm, they sticked to me like hot glue, within arms reach during all the time i was there, even though they complimented how good of a shot i was and small talked with me they wouldn't budge and stayed there the whole time.

It's hard to get the courage to do it and then if you wanna prevent anyone getting hurt, it's another problem to deal with.

While i was shooting i was thinking of the way i should angle myself so i don't shoot anyone aswell but the incertainty to do it in time before they reach and stop you made me chicken out from it...

 

[Fadenself00_]

Suicide at a gun range or while in a hospital is really hard because people are trained to be on the lookout for it and will watch you like a hawk if they even get a teeny vibe you might be at risk. At the gun range, if they weren't on top of things, not just suicides but mass shooters would flock to those places. The fact that you pretty much never hear about it happening is actually a testament to how good those places are ran.

I'm assuming that is a sort of gun range natural selection? ;D

Do they close/get fined when someone actually manages to commit?

 

[kkiwii]

I don't know how the employees are at your gun range and if you can gain their trust or something to get more leeway but when i tried to go ctb at a gun range with no license or my own firearm, they sticked to me like hot glue, within arms reach during all the time i was there, even though they complimented how good of a shot i was and small talked with me they wouldn't budge and stayed there the whole time.

It's hard to get the courage to do it and then if you wanna prevent anyone getting hurt, it's another problem to deal with.

While i was shooting i was thinking of the way i should angle myself so i don't shoot anyone aswell but the incertainty to do it in time before they reach and stop you made me chicken out from it...

thank ypu this made me rethink a lot, ill have some more planning to do

I'm assuming that is a sort of gun range natural selection? ;D

Do they close/get fined when someone actually manages to commit?

good questions i wonderrr

 

[Hystearical]

Not fair to the owners and other patrons.

I am so sorry everything is collapsing like this. You say you use nobody but also mention some friends. I hope they can be helpful in ways other than recording your death.

 

[Hollowman]

Horrible idea, there's better ways.

 

[Aphid]

Be careful :(</3