I'm Going Home.

[CannotAnymore]

4 Years since leaving my home and OH boy did it make my mental health worse. I am broke and broken. I am a good 70lbs heavier. I cry every day and even had a failed attempt with SN. I am exhausted and tired and if I stay here I will die.

It's been hard and to the people struggling because you miss your home even though everyone back home says you are in the 'better' country... I see you and it's ok to go home.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

I understand
I hope you can get home soon

So Desperate to go home — but now beyond physically ill and decrepit so cannot travel

Past 4 years rapid catastrophic downward spiral — crying every day and night — but now with no hope in sight

Been here 6 years and in utter despair that I didn't go back when I still could

Also 2 failed attempts since 2021

to be forever Trapped here where I will die — a slow painful and cruel death in this hell — I thought was heaven when I arrived

Wishing you Safe travels back home