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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

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Mar 30, 2020
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please kill me
 
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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
524
Is it that you don't want to live, but you don't want to die either?
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
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Sn is scary seeming to me too. All ways to go are scary. Take care whatever happens etc.
 
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divorceddepression

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Jul 1, 2021
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Imo:
Taking action to die is different than wanting to die

if i read the post right: i feel the same was as op
 
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Dymming Star6

Dymming Star6

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Jul 19, 2021
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The simple answer to your question/statement is when you are truly tired, death, no what method you choose, will be automatic process/steps, still tough, but you will have the courage to move forward gallantly, imho...
 
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ExistentialEntropy

ExistentialEntropy

we all go home eventually
Jul 4, 2020
82
"I wish my curtain would fall." T.E. Lawrence.
 
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Munder

Munder

Human
Jun 9, 2019
424
I understand. Death is hard. It is difficult to fathom what comes after death. It is also difficult to understand the impact it has on your loved ones.


Sending you love and kindness. I wish you peace
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,659
Yes, I find life tiring too. I would love to just disappear from this earth, and not have to experience the dying process. The SI makes it difficult too. It can be like being trapped. I think eventually I will reach a point of desperation and then be able to leave.
 

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