Sammystink
Sammy
- Mar 30, 2026
- 30
Im so tired.. The last few days have been driving me insane..
I've essentially lost everyone in my life, my best friend has been distant and Im not sure if we're even friends anymore.. My partner broke my trust and told people about my previous attempt even though I kept asking them not to.. Despite all this I was trying to stay strong, and to keep calm.. I've been so alone and It feels like my existence has been ignored by everyone, and I felt like I was losing my mind.. I wanted to fix my relationships, but there was no communication, and now Im just alone..
It all reached a boiling point yesterday I was starting to break down after trying to hold my emotions for the whole week..
I cried to my partner telling them about how I don't know what's real or what's going on with anyone..
Right as I started crying about this, I got a message from one of my friends here.. Saying she was going to ctb, sending a link to a post she made..
She hasn't responded since then and I just feel heart broken...
This is all a sign for me.. Im no longer able to stay strong, or keep waiting and hoping everything will be ok..
Trying to get better got me nowhere, but a worse death, with less people who care..
Im waiting until the end of the day to leave, Im going to make a 2nd post later.. Looking back at my life, before I leave..
I never really got to know anyone here because Im shut off and not great socially.. But I do hope all of you live happy lives..
Please please don't follow in my foot steps.. Life is worth living, and trying to get help can help most people. And everything will be ok..
I'll see you all in my last post tonight.. Thank you.
I've essentially lost everyone in my life, my best friend has been distant and Im not sure if we're even friends anymore.. My partner broke my trust and told people about my previous attempt even though I kept asking them not to.. Despite all this I was trying to stay strong, and to keep calm.. I've been so alone and It feels like my existence has been ignored by everyone, and I felt like I was losing my mind.. I wanted to fix my relationships, but there was no communication, and now Im just alone..
It all reached a boiling point yesterday I was starting to break down after trying to hold my emotions for the whole week..
I cried to my partner telling them about how I don't know what's real or what's going on with anyone..
Right as I started crying about this, I got a message from one of my friends here.. Saying she was going to ctb, sending a link to a post she made..
She hasn't responded since then and I just feel heart broken...
This is all a sign for me.. Im no longer able to stay strong, or keep waiting and hoping everything will be ok..
Trying to get better got me nowhere, but a worse death, with less people who care..
Im waiting until the end of the day to leave, Im going to make a 2nd post later.. Looking back at my life, before I leave..
I never really got to know anyone here because Im shut off and not great socially.. But I do hope all of you live happy lives..
Please please don't follow in my foot steps.. Life is worth living, and trying to get help can help most people. And everything will be ok..
I'll see you all in my last post tonight.. Thank you.
