I'm exhausted from failing

[Sue]

I'm tired. I want to sleep. I'm exhausted. So many failed attempts. Deceived by so many people, with false hope. Assuring me peace, yet I suffer more.

Why is dying so difficult? Why is it illegal? I'm at my wits end. I fail at everything in life. Even suicide. Even suicide

I just want out. Why am I so incompetent, or such a coward. It's not fair. I want to be free from all of this anguished pain. What is the elixir.. Please?

 

[FuneralCry]

Living really is painful, I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I can relate, I just want to fall into an eternal sleep and be free from this existence. We deserve a right to die, an option of a peaceful way out. It isn't as if any of us asked for this existence. It is not cowardly, as taking our lives is difficult, as us humans are programmed to survive.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Turn on Rage Against the Machine and rage. I don't know. I relate to what you are saying. It sucks. Eventually shit has to hit the fan enough to do it.

 

[leaf4]

I feel you. Im sorry for your suffering. I wish i could just go to the next hospital, make an appointment and die supervised with the opportunity for doctors to harvest my organs and save people who actually want to live but are terminally ill. But my only option is to die in secret, probably miserable...