Help i’m done.

[eddie the freak]

i'm done. i am so fucking done.
life is just too much; i've been through a lot for the short age i am and i'm sick of never getting better.
it's like no matter what i do, things just don't improve, they don't change at all.
i swear every night for the past two weeks, when i go to sleep all i can think of is get up, get a rope and hang myself in my room, because i seriously can't live with all of the memories anymore, and far less while everyone keeps pushing me to "keep on going and have a normal life", like, nothing in my life has ever been normal, but now i'm supposed to pretend like nothing ever happened to me and just act happy? i don't think so.
i've been trying to recover from my last attempt, but i seriously can't deal with any of this, so if anyone could recommend me a good, reliable, fast, and if possible not so painful way to go, i would really appreciate it.

 

[TheBeautifulNightma]

If you have money, N.

 

[eddie the freak]

If you have money, N.

i don't, and also where i live it's not ease to obtain, so any other suggestions would be very welcomed

 

[GasMonkey]

i'm done. i am so fucking done.

Me too.

i don't, and also where i live it's not ease to obtain, so any other suggestions would be very welcomed

The 2 best methods (N & SCBA/SCUBA) cost money. The next best method (and cheaper) is probably SN.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I like CO. It's my method, unless something changes with the N situation. Except for the cost of a meter to measure the CO, it's relatively inexpensive. Even with the meter, it's cheaper than N. I think it will be very peaceful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel like if there was such a thing as an easily accessible, peaceful and fast way to go then there would be no forum and discussions about methods and I would already be gone. Suicide really should be easier, it's far too difficult to leave this world. I just think that all anyone can do is look at the resources sections and decide what is best for themselves. I am also tired of living, I understand and I know that it's hard to carry on when all that you want is to leave. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[rationaltake]

I just think that all anyone can do is look at the resources sections and decide what is best for themselves.

Exactly.

 

[Theanswer]

Nitrite/SN is currently rated as 8 for Reliability in the July 2022 updated PPeH Essentials.

 

[stormed lucky]

I AM COMPLETLY UNABLE TO WRITE A THREAD OR POST. BIG APOLOGIES THIS IS MY ONLY WAY TO GET SUPORT IN CTB