
SpentStardust
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- Sep 20, 2022
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I'm waiting by the railway
System64 on youtube
System64 on youtube
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If you are still with us (and I hope you are), I'd like you to know that I really enjoyed your music. I'm very sorry about all of the things that have happened to bring you to this point.I'm waiting by the railway
System64 on youtube
A goodbye message is there.I hope you find peace. Train takes a lot of balls. Godspeed.
I think this was the System64 he's talking about. Maybe it was what he did in his spare time..
If you are still with us (and I hope you are), I'd like you to know that I really enjoyed your music. I'm very sorry about all of the things that have happened to bring you to this point.
A goodbye message is there.
And you are cake123 xD. He even quotes this post of yours:Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
Here is the news confirmation: https://www.milanotoday.it/cronaca/investito-treno-melegnano.html
I am firmly against this method, as mentioned in various other threads. It involves another innocent person - the train driver - who has no responsibility in this.
At the same time, the true tragic is, that this young person must have been in so much despair, no hope left at all, to resort to this most brutal way of ending his life. Society has failed this kid. It's so sad.
I think that if we are conflicted about CTB we should always wait and take a breath, only one of the choices is irreversible, so no problem in taking your time to sort it through and understand what the best decision for you is.My cousin took his own life by jumping in front of a train this year. We did an open casket at the funeral. Seeing his shattered body was pretty Traumatic.
I sat out by the train tracks a few times over the years myself talking with people under the phone very close to the last step of jumping In front of a passing train.
I know people think that it's wrong to involve an innocent person in your suicide and there's some merit to it however at the same time a lot of people don't have very many options. Society systematically removes any at all avenues that it can possibly foresee where you could harm yourself.
I've attempted multiple times in my life And gone up to the very last point and you commit to catching the bus. I've also been on the opposite end where you see a family member take their own life. I'm pretty conflicted about the whole thing.
I think you misunderstand i'm not conflicted about my own catching the bus. I am Conflicted about being on this website and talking about suicide in a positive manner. I've seen both sides from being suicidal myself and attempting multiple times but also the other side where I've had a family member reach their maximum limit and take their own life.I think that if we are conflicted about CTB we should always wait and take a breath, only one of the choices is irreversible, so no problem in taking your time to sort it through and understand what the best decision for you is.
Can you attempt multiple times and not be conflicted? I mean...I think you misunderstand i'm not conflicted about my own catching the bus. I am Conflicted about being on this website and talking about suicide in a positive manner. I've seen both sides from being suicidal myself and attempting multiple times but also the other side where I've had a family member reach their maximum limit and take their own life.
I was so curious to find out what threads and people he was talking aboutSo, this was Bobby C mentioned in Tantacrul's video about this website. It's such a weird example to use as one of this website's victims; almost nobody here advocates for the train method. It's something that people with strong suicidal ideation, with no research information on suicide methods, would resort to.
Also, if the YouTube guy wants a place that is open to suicide discussion and does the due process in verifying someone's age and mental condition, he should be advocating for legal euthanasia. Only if suicide were legal and assisted would we not have to resort to places such as this one, which I would agree is not at all the perfect solution to the problem and may be harmful and too influential on people who are more susceptible.
And you are cake123 xD. He even quotes this post of yours:
Thread 'A peaceful suicide would solve everything' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/a-peaceful-suicide-would-solve-everything.103820/