Ahhhh is it normal to feel this way? I'm kinda teary rn i had just hurt myself with a knife again after getting annoyed by the sound of my mothers voice i just can't stand it the pain is not what made me teary but the fact that my state has gotten this worse that im developing self harm as coping is there something wrong with me? I really need to get my sh*t together i have a lot of things i need to do this week yet I'm once again sabotaged by my family members making me feel down i feel like I'll always get stuck in a similiar state of mind unless i do something i just wanna give it my all yet all their doing is getting in the way just when i finally find the momentum.
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that will be due to your anxiety ? do you try to take some benzo ? if it happen quite rarely, maybe it can be sufficient ? do you talk to your GP about that ?
i see it is your 1st message in 1 year ! the situation worsen just now ?
i see it is your 1st message in 1 year ! the situation worsen just now ?
Hello good sir sorry for the late reply i am currently not taking meds it is sadly a good well kept secret. As for my situation thanks for asking! I think it did i just had the urge to do it i just heard ringing and hurt myself i just couldn't stand hearing my mom's voice and over petty stuff as well but regardless I'm glad to say i won't attempt it again after identifying my trigger so far the only thing that's kept me going is my one year "deadline" (I'm sorry i had to do it XD) ive improved a lot of things since then crossed a couple of bucket lists but i saw a bit of positive light in this encounter and kinda helped me break a bit of the stagnation i was feeling gee thanks mom!?
You wait 1 year to be sure that you want to ctb ?
I think I'm a little like you, I don't like be in a noisy environment.
Good luck !
I think I'm a little like you, I don't like be in a noisy environment.
Good luck !
