im crying again

[ornitier199]

the realization of my method and the pain is hitting hard
stupid emotions, i wish i was stoic like ryan back then

 

[Murasa]

It's better to let it out, at least I feel some peace of mind after doing it.

I'm also crying now, I was practicing hanging. I'll have to hide these stupid rope marks. I already resigned myself to the fact that I will suffer a little by committing suicide. Putting it in perspective is a small price to pay to end my suffering for good.

Many times I would like to go back so much... But there's no way I can fix my mistakes anymore, just this.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life really can be torture and I know that it can be unbearable when you are in so much pain. I hate emotions, I do not want to feel or think ever again and that is why I find the thought of non existence to be so comforting. I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[novem]

each time i wake up i cry......

 

[WonderingSoul]

The same thing happened to me two weeks ago. That's why I am still here now unfortunately.

 

[partialhang]

I'm so sorry. I hope you'll recover with time

 

[ornitier199]

how much longer is my last question
how much ?

 

[rationaltake]

how much longer is my last question
how much ?

I so get it

 

[ornitier199]

ctb is my peace and 'recovery'. I just ponder how much longer of a wait.
btw there's a moth in the kitchen and I'm tormented.