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ificouldlivewithout

ificouldlivewithout

money is the cure to my pain
Mar 29, 2026
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Hey there SaSu!
Today is the day I'm buying the SN. It has taken me couple of days to muster up the courage but now I'm doing it for sure.
I'm located in Austria, I don't know if this is even going to work out regarding customs clearance but I am just so hopeless I'm trying it. Well here goes nothing..
 
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decayingangel

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Apr 7, 2026
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Hey there SaSu!
Today is the day I'm buying the SN. It has taken me couple of days to muster up the courage but now I'm doing it for sure.
I'm located in Austria, I don't know if this is even going to work out regarding customs clearance but I am just so hopeless I'm trying it. Well here goes nothing..
Good luck! Do you have to buy it from another country?
In Poland you can get it quite easily from an online marketplace so I was wondering. I'm planning to buy mine when I'll get my scholarship in two weeks or so.
 
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mark_b

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Dec 18, 2024
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Hey there SaSu!
Today is the day I'm buying the SN. It has taken me couple of days to muster up the courage but now I'm doing it for sure.
I'm located in Austria, I don't know if this is even going to work out regarding customs clearance but I am just so hopeless I'm trying it. Well here goes nothing..
Fellow Austrian here. Wishing you all the best for your order 🙏
 
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dirkw83

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Mar 4, 2026
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Just gotta be lucky with the customs a bit but if it's a small package it has a good chance of passing.
 
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Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
Mar 9, 2026
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Good luck! Do you have to buy it from another country?
In Poland you can get it quite easily from an online marketplace so I was wondering. I'm planning to buy mine when I'll get my scholarship in two weeks or so.
I looked at that place before, there is one review of a guy recieving nitrate imstead of nitrite so if you plan to buy from there I would do an aquarium strip test just in case
 
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mark_b

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Dec 18, 2024
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Just gotta be lucky with the customs a bit but if it's a small package it has a good chance of passing.
I would guess it really depends on where you order. If you order from a country within the EU and have it shipped to a country that is also in the EU there are - as far as I am aware - no regular border checks. If you order from outside the EU it is a different story however
 
ificouldlivewithout

ificouldlivewithout

money is the cure to my pain
Mar 29, 2026
23
Good luck! Do you have to buy it from another country?
In Poland you can get it quite easily from an online marketplace so I was wondering. I'm planning to buy mine when I'll get my scholarship in two weeks or so.
Thank you !! I didn't know you could get it from Poland, I'd have to look into it that could be my plan B. I'm going with DSL
I'm wishing you good luck too !!
Fellow Austrian here. Wishing you all the best for your order 🙏
Thank you❤️!! Didn't know there were some of us here !😊
By the way, I had a problem yesterday with my bank so I'm doing it today instead. I'm really nervous but I will be taking xanax to calm me down..
 
ificouldlivewithout

ificouldlivewithout

money is the cure to my pain
Mar 29, 2026
23
Yeah I'm just going for a gamble here I guess…I have a sense of doom. If this doesn't work out I'll ctb somehow else
 
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decayingangel

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Apr 7, 2026
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I looked at that place before, there is one review of a guy recieving nitrate imstead of nitrite so if you plan to buy from there I would do an aquarium strip test just in case
Yes i think we say the same review lol 😭
other people got the correct order there's also different sellers that have there
Thank you !! I didn't know you could get it from Poland, I'd have to look into it that could be my plan B. I'm going with DSL
I'm wishing you good luck too !!

Thank you❤️!! Didn't know there were some of us here !😊
By the way, I had a problem yesterday with my bank so I'm doing it today instead. I'm really nervous but I will be taking xanax to calm me down..
Not sure if you can get it from poland to Austria but at least here it's quite easy to get. Good luck!!
 
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Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
130
I looked at that place before, there is one review of a guy recieving nitrate imstead of nitrite so if you plan to buy from there I would do an aquarium strip test just in case
Mf got an explosive catalyst instead of sausage preservative. icl that's actually funny, but also fucked up, because now he has to dispose of that without arousing suspicion.
Yeah I'm just going for a gamble here I guess…I have a sense of doom. If this doesn't work out I'll ctb somehow else
You could buy it in Poland, say you're taking a weekend trip on your own, then pick it up and chill in Poland for a few days.
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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Mf got an explosive catalyst instead of sausage preservative. icl that's actually funny, but also fucked up, because now he has to dispose of that without arousing suspicion.
i know 1 way to expose of it :pfff::pfff::pfff:

Explode Blow Up GIF
 
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Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
130
i know 1 way to expose of it :pfff::pfff::pfff:

Explode Blow Up GIF
To be fair he COULD just take it to a recycling center. I just looked this up, and this mix up happens way more than I'd thought would be possible.

Turns out, almost everyone is wrong, Nitrate isn't banned, it's just reportable because they have to keep record of the sale and that's it. So honestly he'll be alright.
 

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