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Aelana

Aelana

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Mar 17, 2021
31
Sooo I'm probably gonna chicken out and fail, but there's always a slim chance that I'll succeed. I took a couple painkillers and got the setup ready and everything. If I don't respond to this thread then you know I've managed to CTB. :)
 
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MaxX0X

Member
Apr 11, 2021
15
Sooo I'm probably gonna chicken out and fail, but there's always a slim chance that I'll succeed. I took a couple painkillers and got the setup ready and everything. If I don't respond to this thread then you know I've managed to CTB. :)
I wish you peace.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,549
Good luck. I wish you well.
 
LunarPyotr

LunarPyotr

Похорони меня возле МКАДа
Jul 4, 2020
507
Slim chance is still a chance ^^
Good luck and if you succeed, I wish you the best to find your peace and (if it exists) good luck in the afterlife
 
WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!
 
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Aelana

Aelana

Member
Mar 17, 2021
31
I couldn't do it. The survival instinct was too strong, I panicked every time I was about to pass out... Looking at the bright side I've got more experience now, thus increasing my chances of CTBing next time I attempt. :) Perhaps alcohol helps with the survival instinct?

And ohhhh boyyyyy do I wish assisted suicide was legal... dying like an animal fucking sucks! Oh well..
 
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nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
Be careful. On my profile, I posted a couple of days ago my failed partial attempt and what it left me looking like. Please be careful, it doesn't have a high success rate.
 
LeavingEarly

LeavingEarly

Specialist
Mar 19, 2022
376
Sooo I'm probably gonna chicken out and fail, but there's always a slim chance that I'll succeed. I took a couple painkillers and got the setup ready and everything. If I don't respond to this thread then you know I've managed to CTB. :)
What is your setup?
 
wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
for me to when I try to hang myself The survival instinct is too strong, I panicke every time Im about to pass out... and stand up hope I can do it some I need to end my life
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
320
Why choose this method then? If you think there's only a slim chance of succeeding? Maybe you don't actually fully want to end your life? To me, a chance of failing is my biggest fear.
 
wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
Why choose this method then? If you think there's only a slim chance of succeeding? Maybe you don't actually fully want to end your life? To me, a chance of failing is my biggest fear.
for me to a chance of failing is my biggest fear.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
There are better ways, IMO, but I realize that they are not, unfortunately, at everyone's disposal. I have to choose the one for me that has the least chance of failure.
 
almaranthine

almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
615
Could never get the pressure right with this method... always ended up feeling the head pressure and not the passing out from lack of blood to the brain feeling. I know, wrong artery. I'm short and not overweight either. Figured if it's that hard to locate and apply pressure to, chances are I could shift around and end up coming to during the act. Sucks. Hope you find peace.
 
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Theman

Student
Mar 15, 2020
160
Anybody tell me what kind of rope I must buy?
 

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