im at risk of losing my disability again

[existcrisisactor]

if i lose it again i am not going thru the years long humiliating process again i will ctb im at risk because i haven't been able to spend my backpay money because i was under the impression i was going to put a down payment on a cheap house somewhere in a cheaper state together with my family and finally get out of this dumpy trailer so saved it while i built my credit and got approved for an loan and now everyone in my family doesn't wanna move anymore so i don't know what to do now interest rates are higher and i can't afford one on my own i thought about buying a car but theres no decent cars i can find anywhere within like 100 miles of me that i can afford now that car prices are crazy i don't drive anyway i feel like i did all this for nothing i only have like a month left i will not fix this dump because i don't own it and couldn't afford too fix everything i feel like my family doesn't appreciate me backing out at the last minute

 

[Lullaby]

I'm sorry, I know how hellish that process is and broke down at my hearing after a judge accused me of lying, even with years of treatment history. Then they decided not to give me any of the back pay I was owed.

I really hope things work out.

 

[existcrisisactor]

I'm sorry, I know how hellish that process is and broke down at my hearing after a judge accused me of lying, even with years of treatment history. Then they decided not to give me any of the back pay I was owed.

I really hope things work out.

thank you fren

if i lose it again i am not going thru the years long humiliating process again i will ctb im at risk because i haven't been able to spend my backpay money because i was under the impression i was going to put a down payment on a cheap house somewhere in a cheaper state together with my family and finally get out of this dumpy trailer so saved it while i built my credit and got approved for an loan and now everyone in my family doesn't wanna move anymore so i don't know what to do now interest rates are higher and i can't afford one on my own i thought about buying a car but theres no decent cars i can find anywhere within like 100 miles of me that i can afford now that car prices are crazy i don't drive anyway i feel like i did all this for nothing i only have like a month left i will not fix this dump because i don't own it and couldn't afford too fix everything i feel like my family doesn't appreciate me backing out at the last minute

im sorry i don't know to write very good i never figured out grammer

 

[Klo]

if i lose it again i am not going thru the years long humiliating process again i will ctb im at risk because i haven't been able to spend my backpay money because i was under the impression i was going to put a down payment on a cheap house somewhere in a cheaper state together with my family and finally get out of this dumpy trailer so saved it while i built my credit and got approved for an loan and now everyone in my family doesn't wanna move anymore so i don't know what to do now interest rates are higher and i can't afford one on my own i thought about buying a car but theres no decent cars i can find anywhere within like 100 miles of me that i can afford now that car prices are crazy i don't drive anyway i feel like i did all this for nothing i only have like a month left i will not fix this dump because i don't own it and couldn't afford too fix everything i feel like my family doesn't appreciate me backing out at the last minute

I'm really sorry you are dealing with this. I lost money and now it is near impossible to get back. I hope it works out for you.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds really stressful being in that situation and I'm sorry that you are going through this. This life really is so unfair. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[existcrisisactor]

It sounds really stressful being in that situation and I'm sorry that you are going through this. This life really is so unfair. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

thank you fren

 

[Judy Garland]

if i lose it again i am not going thru the years long humiliating process again i will ctb im at risk because i haven't been able to spend my backpay money because i was under the impression i was going to put a down payment on a cheap house somewhere in a cheaper state together with my family and finally get out of this dumpy trailer so saved it while i built my credit and got approved for an loan and now everyone in my family doesn't wanna move anymore so i don't know what to do now interest rates are higher and i can't afford one on my own i thought about buying a car but theres no decent cars i can find anywhere within like 100 miles of me that i can afford now that car prices are crazy i don't drive anyway i feel like i did all this for nothing i only have like a month left i will not fix this dump because i don't own it and couldn't afford too fix everything i feel like my family doesn't appreciate me backing out at the last minute

I'm supposed to apply for Disability but I know how it works, it's ALOT of paper work and I was told I would be denied the first time because everyone gets denied at first. I'm on PA and I have a recertification interview on Friday. I'm hoping my case worker got the paper work because if she didn't then I lose a month of PA. I hate relying on the government, but they force me to live. I'm thinking I'll be going (to die) in mid May because I'm real sick of it all. So sorry you have been through this nightmare of a world. I can't wait to get Home to Heaven.

 

[existcrisisactor]

I'm supposed to apply for Disability but I know how it works, it's ALOT of paper work and I was told I would be denied the first time because everyone gets denied at first. I'm on PA and I have a recertification interview on Friday. I'm hoping my case worker got the paper work because if she didn't then I lose a month of PA. I hate relying on the government, but they force me to live. I'm thinking I'll be going (to die) in mid May because I'm real sick of it all. So sorry you have been through this nightmare of a world. I can't wait to get Home to Heaven.

i feel that fren idk if heaven exists but if it does i can't wait to go either

 

[Worndown]

I am guessing your family does not understand the business end of this. Is there any way to explain the situation to them or do they just not care?

 

[existcrisisactor]

I am guessing your family does not understand the business end of this. Is there any way to explain the situation to them or do they just not care?

i don't know what they think or understand my mom knows ill lose it if i don't find something to spend it on but she doesn't seem to care much :(

 

[Worndown]

That might be a sign of a bigger issue. They should care about this and about you.

 

[existcrisisactor]

That might be a sign of a bigger issue. They should care about this and about you.

i don't know :(