Im a stupid retarded bitch and my best friend is better than me in every way

[lovelulu]

I haven't been here in a few days, and there's just so much I want to talk about but I know it'd be annoying to post multiple threads at once, so ill just talk about one thing for now.
I genuinely think im one of the most ugliest people ever, but I still post myself occasionally (not thirst traps or anything) and sometimes in the mirror I think I look decent. But then here comes my drop dead gorgeous best friend. She doesn't even have to try to look good. She has boys asking for her Instagram left and right. On top of that, shes good at everything. I guess you could say im jealous of her, but really its because it just makes me feel ten times uglier and more retarded than I already am. A big reason to why I want to kill myself.

 

[TransientEternal]

Comparison is the thief of joy.

 

[fadedghost]

I haven't been here in a few days, and there's just so much I want to talk about but I know it'd be annoying to post multiple threads at once, so ill just talk about one thing for now.
I genuinely think im one of the most ugliest people ever, but I still post myself occasionally (not thirst traps or anything) and sometimes in the mirror I think I look decent. But then here comes my drop dead gorgeous best friend. She doesn't even have to try to look good. She has boys asking for her Instagram left and right. On top of that, shes good at everything. I guess you could say im jealous of her, but really its because it just makes me feel ten times uglier and more retarded than I already am. A big reason to why I want to kill myself.

yeah, that sucks...

She sounds great and it's not her fault, but it's still awful. Do you feel like if you weren't friends you would be more happy or less happy? Do you think you would still compare yourself to random girls on Instagram who you aren't friends with or is it specifically her? You could always make a calculated choice to not be friends with her if you thought it would be less annoying.
You probably should stay friends with her. If it wasn't her, it would be someone else... but maybe branch out and meet other people too?

Most people are not perfect 10s, most people are around average, by definition, and the perfect 10s are always annoying. I would suggest trying to start a business and making money. If you are rich enough, all this stuff won't matter.