I'm a fucking failure. I've wanted to die most of my life and get here I am. The thoughts and feelings continue to intensify and because I don't want to hurt a handful of people, I stay and I suffer and let my thoughts consume me. I have what I need. I know what I want to do and yet I don't do it. I've had dates set, I've been ready for years and yet here I am, still in pain, still wanting to die, still yearning for peace and the sweet release of death. I fucking hate myself, I'm a fucking failure.
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To be, or not to be - that is the question.
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I'm sorry that you are going through this. I know that this life can be unbearable when you suffer so much. It really is such a cruel and unfair life and I also want the peace that only death can bring. I hope that you find relief from your pain.Similar threads
