Venting I'll buy SN again next week

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Can't improve. There's no way I can get better. A month ago my SN was found and thought that was a sign to go on with my life. I was wrong. That was a sign of how stupid I am at hiding things. I will buy SN again next week. I'll hide it better and when it's time, I'll drink it. Gotta buy it before it is forbidden. So better hurry. I can't go on with my life. Everyday is tye same. Pain doesn't go away. Sorry for all people I'm leaving behind but there is no other way. I'm feeling happy only with the simple thought of buying it again. I'll be more careful this time. Nothing can go wrong. I read Stan's guide thousands of times. Read every goodbye thread with SN. I know I have a high probability of success. Thanks for reading.

Timey-dusty

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Can't improve. There's no way I can get better. A month ago my SN was found and thought that was a sign to go on with my life. I was wrong. That was a sign of how stupid I am at hiding things. I will buy SN again next week. I'll hide it better and when it's time, I'll drink it. Gotta buy it before it is forbidden. So better hurry. I can't go on with my life. Everyday is tye same. Pain doesn't go away. Sorry for all people I'm leaving behind but there is no other way. I'm feeling happy only with the simple thought of buying it again. I'll be more careful this time. Nothing can go wrong. I read Stan's guide thousands of times. Read every goodbye thread with SN. I know I have a high probability of success. Thanks for reading.

Timey-dusty

Hope you find peace soon, much love and support sending your way

 

[LMLN]

Sorry things did not improve for you. Peace to you.❤

 

[waterbottleman]

This is one of the few benefits of living alone as a ghost.

No one to take my SN away, no one to stop me from ending it all.

I'm losing my sanity alone in my apartment and no one notices lol.

 

[Quarky00]

Well, it's bad news Timey , but if that what makes you feel better , I fully accept your wishes

I understand when things are strong and don't go away . When the pain is overwhelming and floods every bone in your body , until not much left in your soul . However I do think you are a magnificent soul And you do deserve serenity , whatever you finally choose .

Maybe having SN will give you some reassurance and calmness . (I'm now living without my SN kit and yeah it's distressing, I felt much safer when it was nearby)

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I hope you find peace in whatever path you choose to take

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

This is one of the few benefits of living alone as a ghost.

No one to take my SN away, no one to stop me from ending it all.

I'm losing my sanity alone in my apartment and no one notices lol.

I envy you. Wish you the best

 

[MsMaudlin]

Sending you strength and love whichever path you take ❤

 

[waterbottleman]

I envy you. Wish you the best

Thank you, you too.

I remember your post when your SN was found. I suspect you already have a better hiding place for the SN in mind?

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Thank you, you too.

I remember your post when your SN was found. I suspect you already have a better hiding place for the SN in mind?

Yes. I'm thinking about it.