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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
Death has to some how have an instinct to people on this site.. that death has to be better than living out this hellish fucking nightmare being played out.. 2020.. thanks to expediting my fucking mental illness and potential future suicide.
 
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canneloni12

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May 29, 2022
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Yep, heartbreak after heartbreak for me. SN on the way, just praying it works.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
People are the most selfish, gullible, conniving, violent and most dangerous animal living on this planet and we have a front row to seat to this atrocity just play out everyday.. I hope people at least had a good childhood because this is going to get ugly..
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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To me, non existence will always be preferable to any kind of life. I see no point to suffering for the sake of it until old age. If I am gone, then nothing can hurt me. To me, it is horrifying how life is even a thing in the first place. I agree that this life is a nightmare.
 
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Out of Time

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Jun 6, 2022
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To me, non existence will always be preferable to any kind of life. I see no point to suffering for the sake of it until old age. If I am gone, then nothing can hurt me. To me, it is horrifying how life is even a thing in the first place. I agree that this life is a nightmare.
I agree with the nonexistence. Even if I die a natural death and live in paradise for eternity, it is second to not existing in the first place. I just can't conceive of an existence anywhere without pain. Hopefully, my God can put my head on my shoulders and I can see Him in the end and know I was wrong. I hope to be able to say that I was wrong.
 
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MicropBaldCurrycel

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Dec 29, 2021
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People are the most selfish, gullible, conniving, violent and most dangerous animal living on this planet and we have a front row to seat to this atrocity just play out everyday.. I hope people at least had a good childhood because this is going to get ugly..
this is what i keep saying on this site and some wide eyed hopefull rose tinted little jimmy always replies"its not bad" "theres good people" " not trusting people is no way to live life"

theres many experiments and cruelty of human beings.

humans hurting and betraying their own best friends, parents, kids , siblings for their own benefit.

yet these naive people still think those same humans wont hurt or lie to them or fuck them over? lololololol.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
this is what i keep saying on this site and some wide eyed hopefull rose tinted little jimmy always replies"its not bad" "theres good people" " not trusting people is no way to live life"

theres many experiments and cruelty of human beings.

humans hurting and betraying their own best friends, parents, kids , siblings for their own benefit.

yet these naive people still think those same humans wont hurt or lie to them or fuck them over? lololololol.
I don't know what sociopathic environment I grew up in but I'm just all sorts of fucked up and depressed now..
 

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