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wannabeangel

wannabeangel

꒰ა Missing Wings ໒꒱
Mar 14, 2026
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I'm afraid that during an overdose there's a moment when you feel like you're going to faint, and that's very frightening, isn't it?
depends on what you take tbh, i havent ODed with the intention to CTB before, but accidental ones on benzos mixed with other stuff i didnt even realized i passed out until after i woke up. i never felt like i was gonna faint, the times i did realize i was passing out it was more like being extremely tired and falling asleep. closest thing i can compare to it, at least when u pass out quickly, is kinda like getting put under for a surgery, you're awake until suddenly you're not. i also enjoy the feeling of being really intoxicated, so that's another reason why an OD sounds best for me even if i dont pass out super fast, but i already know the amounts of everything that get me fucked up enough to pass out, so in combo with something that'll actually kill me im all set
 
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turned_to_one

Member
May 7, 2026
8
hanging. i tried overdosing when i was 13 and it was just horrible.

got the closest when i was hanged, and the SI wasn't too hard to push through so id say that
 
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crystalrope

Member
May 13, 2026
13
Hanging. I would do a full suspension. Get the sweet spot and just fade away
 
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SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
229
Habeo corpus (I have the body).

There are four rules:

1. You cannot experience death, for it would be like getting put under anesthesia. (Ecclesiastes 9:5)

2. Suicide is not a sin which leads to hell (separation), but rather, it is unbelief. (John 3:16-21)

3. Despite all that you do to make your exit foolproof, there is always that one percent chance you'll survive simply because it "wasn't your time yet". (Psalm 33:10-11, Job 42:2)

4. The world hates liabilities and would rather they not exist, as much as the rules dictate that all life is inherently valuable. (Proverbs 25:17)

Therefore, as Suncha Ferreira from the Victus Group commands, "control the things you can control," for whoever has, to then more will be given until they have it abundantly, but those that do not have, even what they think they have shall be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12)
 
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Catchthebusnow

Member
Mar 20, 2026
41
If I had access to any high locations, I would jump. Just running up to the edge and jumping off it without standing on the ledge and hitting the ground, preferably with no one in harms way or to see. Maybe off a high cliff or a bridge over the ocean, even perhaps a tall building at night with no one on the ground. I think it would be peaceful, but unfortunately it's not a method I have access to.
I want that too!
 
mistake22

mistake22

Member
Feb 28, 2023
56
Gunshot to the chest, something extremely painful but not slow.
 
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Daniel555

Member
Apr 3, 2026
6
I dont know this
Should work, 25 grams, so similar to SN in terms of grams, I am not sure how much water though, I think 25 mL. 1 gram dilantin for 10 grams thiopental is listed however perhaps 2.5 grams dilantin for 25 grams thiopental, not sure about that part. Might need an anti-emetic as well.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,343
Ça devrait fonctionner, 25 grammes, donc similaire à SN. Par contre, je ne suis pas sûr de la quantité d'eau, je pense 25 ml. On recommande 1 gramme de Dilantin pour 10 grammes de thiopental, mais peut-être 2,5 grammes de Dilantin pour 25 grammes de thiopental ; je n'en suis pas certain. Il faudra peut-être aussi un antiémétique.
I think antiemetic is very important
 
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