Two of the main reasons I haven't is not happy with method as N would have been first choice or OD, and being terrified I could make things worse. So if that was an option, in a heartbeat because it solves almost everything. I probably would be approved with my health issues at the current clinics, but I don't want the hassle of traveling and dying in a strange place. I had my spot already picked out but it is no longer an option so home it will be.
This is my situation too but I'm in such poor condition I'm basically bedridden and can't end this horrific pain. It's torture every second. I wish I could find N or a brave compassionate soul so I could stop suffering. I'd be happy with a doctor, veterinarian, activists, guide, any access.I just can't take what years of chronic pain and disease have done. I'm suffering physically, emotionally and mentally. It's horrific to exist with no quality of life losing dignity in excruciating unbearable nonstop pain. I hope no one else is suffering this way. DM if you like. It hurts to type but I can't do anything else and the pain is severe anyway so is insomnia but I can't even see as it gets dark. My wrists hurt and fingers. Feel like I've been burned all over, pain everywhere, nutrition a painful struggle, my earlobes even hurt, mouth with burning mouth and tongue syndrome, Lupus mouth sores, nerve pain from scalp to burning feet, stomach pain intense, osteoarthritis and osteoporosis bone spurs, tumors herniated discs cervical and lumbar, pernicious anemia, sciatica, migraine clusters, pressure points pain, degenerative disc disease,ulcers,gastritis,carpal tunnel, arthritis, gastroparesis, insomnia, TMJ, Hashimato disease, CFS, burning itching eyes from allergies, circulation bad, tooth pain, fell and chipped 3, can't regulate body temperature, usually freezing, Feel like can't breathe, vision problems, kidney problems chronic infections and UTIs, mo appetite, nausea, dry eyes, mucus membrane, mouth,skin from battling dehydration from gastroparesis. Not responsive to most meds anymore. It's so unbelievable a body still struggles to function at this point. It's like the old cartoons I'm still alive after being run over and having things fall and crush me. I wonder if someone in my condition started that by describing how it feels to live like this.
We have to become advocates to improve upon this diagnosis. On Reddit, there was some recent research hinting at this (that's where I got it from)
Can you DM me about that? Ty
