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noname223

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I know there are a lot of question related to suicide methods in this forum but I think noone ever came up with this one.

It is does not mean I would use them, rather which are the best equivalent to me, my personality and life.

Maybe I would be self-immolation. A really long extreme pain. Then I would be saved and had to live with the damage done. Always in pain. A wreck. But not a physical one but a mental wreck full of trauma.

Or I would be a very long planned car crash with an extremely long back and forth inside my brain. It would be an agony to come to the decision and a lot of emotional pain would be involved. But when I am going out I would hurt others. Metaphorically speaking for my loved one's who could never get over my suicide.

I am not sure whether I would be SN. I am not that popular but in some way I am cheap and don't cost much money.
 
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Dejected 55

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May 7, 2025
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I would be whichever one is the least effective and causes the most pain. I would be the one that is guaranteed not to work and will leave you in more physical pain than when you started, and cause permanent new problems for the rest of your life. I would probably cause problems that would make it more difficult for you to try again. I would also be the one most likely for you to be caught doing so you'd get sent to a hospital and lose what few freedoms you had left.

Whichever that one is... that would be me.
 
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INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
209
Death by sugar overdose. Eating a whole chocolate factory in a day, chugging five gallons of chocolate syrup, ect. Sweet, self-indulgent, silly, saccharine, gluttony manifest.
 
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kazatte

kazatte

someday, surely, this pain will disappear
Sep 1, 2025
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oh WOW this is hard. i feel like i would be something seemingly pleasant and easy but actually really painful and drawn out. probably overdose or alcohol poisoning
 
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xanthe

me/ow
May 21, 2025
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ive always been rly reserved and anxious so probably smth silent like co2
 
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Lyn

Lyn

Momentary
Mar 1, 2025
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Drowning. Feels like me. Quiet, messy, and impossible to fight.
It's not my method of choice. I'd use this method as one of the last resorts only...
But honestly… it's pretty much me, and how I feel.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Probably jumping. I've taken fairly big risks in life. There's also still a part of me that can appreciate nature and to fly would be glorius before it took a very bad turn for the worse. I suppose I want to fly free but, I'm always brought back down to earth.
 
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4Icarus

4Icarus

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Aug 26, 2025
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Caffeine overdose and working oneself to death. Nobody really pays attention to that one because it's productive at first and they're anxious and angry the entire time.
 
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iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
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Avalanche GIF
 
fallendevil

fallendevil

Horrible Woman
Oct 6, 2024
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Drowning because you either hate me or love me, like in the sense that water can bring you life but also kill you.

Ew this is giving Bart Simpson depression edit-
 
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