If you want to CTB, then people are going to start making a big deal about how "life is precious" or that "you're so valuable". They will fail to see any form of reason that supports why CTB can be good for you. They would rather you squirm and writhe in agony than to even entertain the thought of themselves suffering as a result of your absence. Their self-proclaimed altruism will continue to mask their selfishness just as it does with any who ascribe to pseudo righteous tenets. Truly misery loves company, and most people will be damned if you express a desire to leave it.