Venting If you give a construction worker faulty tools and incorrect blueprints don't be surprised when they fail to construct your empire.

[ikadasui]

I've fucked up my own life plenty clearly as look where I am, but I also just try not to be too hard on myself because I never had a chance to begin with. I really hate Sundays as they are the prelude to 5 more days that will have me forced to participate. Forced to see beautiful, happy and life loving people when I leave my house. Forced to trade what little daily enjoyment I do have at a job that makes me feel humiliated and gives me no joy. Just staring at the clock as it ticks and tocks for the last hour of my "peace" before I once again have to put on the happy face and march to another's drums

 

[FuneralCry]

Life is so unfair after all, it seems as though many people are disadvantaged right from the start through no fault of their own. It can be very depressing knowing that only pain and misery lies ahead. I understand that it can be unbearable living a life you hate. I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you the best.