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- Aug 18, 2020
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I am rather skeptical about donating. Maybe I am even cynical. I was raised in a very selfish way. One close friend of mine boycotted the Nintendo Switch 2 because of the price policy and donated a similar amount of money to various NGOs. Also to palestine. Another friend of mine also donates very frequently.
I am extremely scared about poverty. I will never be able to work. I might even ctb because of it.
I wonder which advatanges would I have donating money. It would feel good I guess. Or bad depending on your mindset. My friends would have a better image of me. My dad would probably call me stupid.
Tbh we are all in our friendgroup don't want to become like our parents. But I think on money I am probably pretty similar to my dad. I think I save more money. I use my money in a more Strategic way.
There are some projects where I would not donate. I watch an independent mainstream YouTuber. He has almost 2 million subs. I know financing independent media is Very Important. But this dude certainly does not need my money.
I am skeptical about donating to victims which get a lot of media attention. I think these people already get a lot of money. I was on a pro Palestine protest recently. I have the feeling it needs political pressure to solve this catastrophe. I am not sure whether money can really solve this issue.
I would maybe aim for an effective altruism approach. And look where my money could make a Real difference. In the end though I don't have that much money would it Really make a difference? I don't really believe in carma. But I believe in living according to ethical principles. However, I think preventing my suicide is sort of my first and most Important principle. I really have a guilty conscience to do this to my family. I am not sure whether I could get addicted to the good feeling of donating. I know I tend to believe in magical thinking sometimes when I am paranoid. I even thought God would send me a message at one point
Maybe this is all just a silly justification for not donating. But I think I would get a Bad feeling from it. In the end when I kill myself I will tell me that the society spit in my face and this is why I am faced to Do this. I also experienced severe bullying. And I am not sure whether the money really ends up at the person I would want it to.
One could say even a small amount can make a difference. But maybe people with a stable income should donate first. I don't know. Maybe it is something one should not think through rationally.
What about you?
I am extremely scared about poverty. I will never be able to work. I might even ctb because of it.
I wonder which advatanges would I have donating money. It would feel good I guess. Or bad depending on your mindset. My friends would have a better image of me. My dad would probably call me stupid.
Tbh we are all in our friendgroup don't want to become like our parents. But I think on money I am probably pretty similar to my dad. I think I save more money. I use my money in a more Strategic way.
There are some projects where I would not donate. I watch an independent mainstream YouTuber. He has almost 2 million subs. I know financing independent media is Very Important. But this dude certainly does not need my money.
I am skeptical about donating to victims which get a lot of media attention. I think these people already get a lot of money. I was on a pro Palestine protest recently. I have the feeling it needs political pressure to solve this catastrophe. I am not sure whether money can really solve this issue.
I would maybe aim for an effective altruism approach. And look where my money could make a Real difference. In the end though I don't have that much money would it Really make a difference? I don't really believe in carma. But I believe in living according to ethical principles. However, I think preventing my suicide is sort of my first and most Important principle. I really have a guilty conscience to do this to my family. I am not sure whether I could get addicted to the good feeling of donating. I know I tend to believe in magical thinking sometimes when I am paranoid. I even thought God would send me a message at one point
Maybe this is all just a silly justification for not donating. But I think I would get a Bad feeling from it. In the end when I kill myself I will tell me that the society spit in my face and this is why I am faced to Do this. I also experienced severe bullying. And I am not sure whether the money really ends up at the person I would want it to.
One could say even a small amount can make a difference. But maybe people with a stable income should donate first. I don't know. Maybe it is something one should not think through rationally.
What about you?