If you could have any one person killed, would it prevent you from suicide..?

[Jack'sPain]

LLike this one person who is the main reason for your troubles or maybe not maybe this one person's death could indirectly if not directly could or would prevent yours...

 

[lovelyheartz]

Kill me.

 

[russlinjimmies]

LLike this one person who is the main reason for your troubles or maybe not maybe this one person's death could indirectly if not directly could or would prevent yours...

Possibly, since the current primary reason for me wanting to CTB is because of one person, but I couldn't say for sure.

 

[motel rooms]

You think your life would get better in prison?

 

[Life_and_Death]

You think your life would get better in prison?

i think its more of a case where those rules are put aside, like a purging. or maybe they just vanish and no one knows what happened. but lets pretend theres no consequences for the sake of the question lol

LLike this one person who is the main reason for your troubles or maybe not maybe this one person's death could indirectly if not directly could or would prevent yours...

only 1? because im thinking of at least 5 and im struggling to pick 1. and while it would help a lot considering the whole "you fucked up my life but you get to walk" thing however it wouldnt get rid of my mental disorders.

 

[Bullit]

No. But if one person could come back,I'd be OK!

 

[suicidesheep31]

No. My illness is not caused by a specific person but more a long standing thing.
If I need to kill all the people bullying me in the past, or neglect me, lots of people would have to die ;)
I don't even wish their death.
I kind of find reasons and excuses to them....
Which imply low self-esteem and worthlessness.
But, yeah. It is how it is.

 

[All Things Must Pass]

No.

 

[Jack'sPain]

You think your life would get better in prison?

No. But if one person could come back,I'd be OK!

Whos that..

 

[squarecircles]

That's a great question. I think for me no. My reasons for wanting to ctb are almost entirely because of one person but killing them now wouldn't do anything. The damage is done already.

 

[Bullit]

My "soulmate."

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I've thought about his death (I think about it every day, actually) but it would only satisfy my desire for revenge. I don't think it would heal me. In fact, it might even cause me to act more quickly.

 

[hʚll]

no death would make me happy but mine..

 

[FuneralCry]

In the past people have caused me a lot of pain, but I am not in contact with any of them. Other people are not part of my reasons for ctb, at the moment all my problems lie within myself. Nothing could really stop me from ctb, it is my fate. If anybody was removed from this earth it would not make me want to live more.

 

[WatermelonMel]

Myself

 

[I'm scared]

I have a hit list.Two of them have added to my need to cbt but it wouldn't make a difference just give me a slight bit of pleasure to hurt them first.

 

[fly away]

In the end, it all comes down to me. No matter what happened during my life….I'm the one who has to deal with the consequences.
I blamed my malignant narcissist of a father for my 50 years of depression, anxiety, panic, suicide attempts, etc, etc. loss of a career, loss of any happiness. He just died, recently, and I feel no loss or sadness over his death, nor do I feel happiness or vindication. I feel exactly the same. Within 24 hours after his death, my sisters ended our relationship (due to my depression which was "so toxic to them." ) My mother, my only support is in the last stages of Alzheimer's Disease.
so I am the only one on my hit list.
Everyone knows what I'm planning. From my shrink to my husband to my very few 'sort of friends.'
And we are all just waiting.

 

[N2Narcosis]

LLike this one person who is the main reason for your troubles or maybe not maybe this one person's death could indirectly if not directly could or would prevent yours...

Yes. If I could have the main source of my problems killed, it would probably keep me from suicide. If I could have myself killed I wouldn't commit suicide.

 

[Versailles]

Nicolas Maduro
His death could indirectly and positively affect my life

 

[Less_Negative]

My feelings wouldn't change.
Still, if I pick someone important, things around the world might change drastically and it would make living more entretaining. So I guess in a weird way, it would kinda hold me off from ctb.

 

[SelmaJezkova10]

I'm not wishing people death, a few months ago I found out that some people killed someone who hurt me, karma maybe?

 

[Largeletters]

Unless I'm the one person killed, no.

 

[Ixadavt]

Yes, but not because they caused my problems or are my current issue, but the death of this one person would alleviate sooo much shit in my life that I could manage with all my other depressive emptiness. I managed for a few year and rarely got deep into ctb fantasies...then they came back, and I have never been able to turn down a person in need. And now I'm here with day an method and affairs being put in order.
I can manage myself, until I'm projected upon by other people's...whatever the word is. I have enough negativity being responsible for the awful mess that has been my life. But no one escapes this person's...his burdens are always felt by those around him.