If you are reading this, I catch the bus

[sweetreliefpls]

I scheduled this post to be released 5 days after my CTB, giving me time to delete it in case something went wrong. If you're seeing this, it means everything went as planned, and I caught the bus.

You can check out the details of my plan here (that was also my goodbye thread).

I swapped out the clonazepam/diazepam drink for 20 mg of alprazolam, crushed and mixed with water. Based on my own tests, alprazolam worked better in everything.

I record a video of my final moments.

Spoiler: My Recorded CTB.

Apologies if the video hasn't been uploaded. Things like blackouts, internet issues, or other unexpected problems could have come up.

Here are the links where I've set up the video to be uploaded:

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1-akF18vu-HtaHuXh9wsH6ZZiBbzerGFE?usp=sharing

https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/j1pm...ey=ll3c1lf095p6pol2g5g0pw6dl&st=4q8u5xg1&dl=0

I consent to the use of my image for educational purposes.

I hope this video answer some of your questions about the SN method.

It's possible the video is too large or long. If that's the case, I'd appreciate it if someone could edit and re-upload it.

I would like someone to write what happens in the video, especially to help those who are blind or have vision problems to know what happened.

If the video goes down, please reupload it, and make it public. I probably used a weak blur in the video or used something to preserve my identity.

I won't be leaving a farewell letter, but I want to share my favourite song:



I was born in 12/18/1995 and had a very happy childhood. I'm grateful to my family for that. But somewhere along the way, things just went off track.

I hope everything works out for everyone!

I am reviewing some videos in prep for my planned CTB w SN. Not questioning other than for reassurance, but the OP is clearly still breathing /snoring at the end of the 30 min video. Is their passing confirmed?
Ok, I found a longer video now. Glad his passing seemed peaceful. I'm evaluating taking more benzos like he did…