If I'm too scared, does that means I'm a coward?

[DeadDumbDream]

I'm so scared and lonely. I don't want to suffer

 

[selesco]

Dude, I'm on the same train. It takes courage to do what we are thinking in doing.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

It doesn't make you a coward. It makes you human, many of us feel the same way. Feel free to reach out if you ever need to talk about it

 

[ITryHard]

I'm scared too. We're not playing Monopoly here. This is scary stuff. Take comfort in the fact that you are most certainly not alone in the way you feel.

 

[Deardaddy]

I'm so scared and lonely. I don't want to suffer

This is normal feeling . If you still have interest in something maybe try to do it more often

 

[deadgirlahsatan]

I don't want to suffer either. I feel ur pain. It's very scary and i am alone too.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

You're not a coward. Death and the uncertanties surrounding it are very scary, the fear makes you human. And you're not alone with your fear, if that helps.

 

[TheSoundofTime]

Scary indeed but very much so - normal. We are murdering basically , just not someone but ourselves thus no wonder why the chills are there. My best advice would be - practice , overcome fear step by step. If you need to talk - pm.
Hope you feel better and you know you will

 

[esse_est_percipi]

I feel the same.
You are not alone in this.
This universe seems so harsh and pitiless and cruel.
Can't cope

 

[nerve]

I'm really scared and lonely too. It's a terrible place to be in.

I don't know enough about you to say how cowardly you are or aren't, but fearing pain and suffering doesn't factor much into it. We're kind of supposed to be afraid of these things.

Take things at your own pace if you can. Decisions about suicide are the most important a human being can make. It probably shouldn't be taken lightly.