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CatLove56

CatLove56

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Jun 30, 2018
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Horrible day at work that's all I'll say. Just wish I could have the courage to end it this would all be over I won't have to deal with this anymore and I came so close to actually doing it but I had to call my dad and remind myself why I don't. The few people who actually give a s*** about me but also because I want to exist purely out of spite for the people that hate me.

I called The suicide hotline and naturally they were almost completely useless. They basically suggested a real therapist but I really don't think there's any cure for this I don't think there's any way to reverse this mindset. Between my self-hatred and others not liking me it's just never ending battle
 
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I'm sorry you've had a bad day at work. What about finding a new one? That helped me when I was a slave in an office.
Hotlines suck, here's my experience if you feel like checking it out. It was ridiculous!

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ctb-hotline-the-service-was-ridiculous.56808/
 

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