if i continue to live something precious in me will die for sure

[moonmuse]

its a fact i see losing a part of my identity every day ..life is never meant to be serious you know but i look like a fcked up bastard who is too cool to be serious all the time and i really dont want to loose my personality my sense of humour my innocence to depression and anxiety ..the little girl inside me is just too naive now to be who she is :(

 

[Forever Sleep]

I relate to this a lot. A bit like that phrase: 'You either die a hero, or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain.' Not that I'm a hero but, I wish I'd died way before now because it's becoming harder to keep all the bitterness and resentment hidden.

It's a peculiar mix of feeling justified enough to be miserable and not conceal it, while also knowing it's not exactly something reasonable or useful to express.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

Relate. The thing that scaries me the most is that the person i was i slowly dying anyways.

Its a matter of time i will become a hollow like in Dark Souls.

Everything becomes so obvious, if it wasnt because methods and SI...