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alexit
Mage
- Jun 3, 2020
- 512
I developed tinnitus during the pandemic. I now find it very difficult to study and learn, which were my greatest joys. My career has stalled. There is a certification I need to get by the end of the year, literally Dec 31. If I can't pass the certification test, that's it. I will CTB. There is no point in living. The countdown of 1 week has started. Wish me luck. Either I regain a sense of myself and feel like I can live with tinnitus or I die and I am freed from it. Either way, something good will come out of this.