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alexit

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Jun 3, 2020
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I developed tinnitus during the pandemic. I now find it very difficult to study and learn, which were my greatest joys. My career has stalled. There is a certification I need to get by the end of the year, literally Dec 31. If I can't pass the certification test, that's it. I will CTB. There is no point in living. The countdown of 1 week has started. Wish me luck. Either I regain a sense of myself and feel like I can live with tinnitus or I die and I am freed from it. Either way, something good will come out of this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,353
I wish you the best.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I hope you do achieve what you need to and it brings you more hope. Tinnitus sounds like a nightmare though. I'm so sorry.
 
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madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
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I hope you get the certificate with a renewed sense of self. I have tinnitus too, it is annoying for sure, I'm sorry you deal with that too 🫶🏻
 
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BradGuy123

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Jul 6, 2025
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I hope you pass the certification test. My fingers are crossed for you.