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pixi

pixi

how can you escape from yourself?
Jan 11, 2025
97
this is gonna sound stupid, but hear me out lol. as of now, my preferred method is SN because of how practical, reliable, and peaceful it is. however, my fantasy methods would either be ODing or slitting my wrists. I'd love to have a dramatic movie type moment where I'm shuffling around in the medicine cabinet and swallowing all the handfuls I could find, but I know that's a pretty good way to just make myself sick and fuck my organs up, so I'd never actually do it. with the wrist slitting, I feel like I'd just look kinda hot. I'd put on a slutty outfit and lay down all posed and pretty. however, as a cutter already, I know I could never go deep enough. at least not without being extremely inebriated, and I do that all the time and can guarantee there's nothing pretty ab that lol. if anyone else has their own fantasy methods and reasons for em I'd love to hear.
 
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SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
350
Literally just OD on some random medication. Stock pile a bunch of them and swallow them all. I'd love to just die a nice casual death from a random drug cocktail concoction. Although, I'd hate the taste it's soemthing to bear since it would have become a reliable method.

Then my second would be to jump. And that's if I could get rid of the SI so that it'd be reliable since that's what stops most jumpers, but for me it was also the fear of not being high enough. But since every method would be reliable, no need to second guess that!

Then third, would be partial hanging. I still haven't been able to find the right placement. But if all methods were reliable then maybe the laws of the world would magically have me finding the right placement?
 
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Preh1storic_Rib

Preh1storic_Rib

How do I return this joy?
Aug 22, 2024
49
I realize this would not be a good time but, I think I'd like to be impaled. For the dramatics of it. The imagery in your last moments of a stake poking out of your chest. And I do think that's the positioning, horizontal like a stab wound.

Otherwise, I think falling(jumping) and mundane overdose rank pretty similarly. Falling just seems so quick, easy. I think it'd be nice to do it and see the stars as you drop. But also in my head I'd land on concrete and light pollution is a bitch. I like the ironic thought of overdosing on medication meant to help, similarly.

And this is off prompt, but if I didn't think it would be miserable and very hard to control where your body would end up, drowning sounds nice too. If I could just sit below waves of the sea, or warmth bathtub and drift away... I think I'd really enjoy it.
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
295
Cocktail of pils codiene, zopiclone, propranalol, mirtazapine, promethazine...and a large bottle of expensive whisky... sat at my favorite place ..a small spot that no one goes too really that looks out over the sea just in peace and slowly fall asleep and finally get the rest and peace from life i so desperately want...
 
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NeverHis

NeverHis

Member
Jan 14, 2024
57
My fantasy method?
Just leaving with my own controlled breath, like yogis or shamans are said to do... Just inhale slower, slower, slower until no more inhales. Completely controlled by me, by my own mind telling my lungs they don't need to grasp for air.
 
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Defatigatis

Defatigatis

Sincerely exhausted
Aug 16, 2022
14
Dressing formally using a suit and a long coat and shooting myself in the head with a .44 magnum while broadcasting live on facebook and giving a long, relief and sadic smile before the act
 
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polm

Member
May 3, 2025
26
Nembutal. My family drive me through the forest and onto the beach. We settle down for a picnic and drinks. Music is playing. We laugh and joke. When the time is right I take it. We hold hands. I'm at peace……
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Wizard
Oct 13, 2019
686
I think jumping out of a plane without a parachute would be an amazing way to go. Especially somewhere scenic.

Maybe a blood choke held to death in a fight with someone I know well. That would feel very personal.

If I could save someone else's life by sacrificing my own that too would be an amazing way to go. Great karma.

Any of those 3 would be fantasy deaths for me. Probably the last one #1.
 
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Catchingdabus27

Catchingdabus27

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
1,513
Nembutal or overdose.

Spend the day enjoying some things for the last time and then just leaving.

Just something/ anything that is simple and knocks me out quickly & painlessly
 
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conflagration

Experienced
Jul 29, 2022
207
I would OD
this is gonna sound stupid, but hear me out lol. as of now, my preferred method is SN because of how practical, reliable, and peaceful it is. however, my fantasy methods would either be ODing or slitting my wrists. I'd love to have a dramatic movie type moment where I'm shuffling around in the medicine cabinet and swallowing all the handfuls I could find, but I know that's a pretty good way to just make myself sick and fuck my organs up, so I'd never actually do it. with the wrist slitting, I feel like I'd just look kinda hot. I'd put on a slutty outfit and lay down all posed and pretty. however, as a cutter already, I know I could never go deep enough. at least not without being extremely inebriated, and I do that all the time and can guarantee there's nothing pretty ab that lol. if anyone else has their own fantasy methods and reasons for em I'd love to hear.
I have the same fantasies as yours. This is probably thanks to cinema, as these are the two most commonly portrayed methods of suicide in movies.
 
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timechained

Student
Apr 15, 2025
118
The first question is actually a tough question because it wouldn't change the courage needed to actually do it - most methods are reliable already if you can overcome the suffering to pursue them to the end...

My fantasy method would be to sleep to death.
 
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bhaloo

Member
Jan 19, 2025
29
my fantasy method would be suicide by gun.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,572
My preferred method would be one as peaceful and painless as possible that gives me a death like never waking ever again as all I wish is for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty only non-existence can bring me any peace. I'll just always see existence as the most torturous, dreadful abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and for me non-existence really is all that's positive in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for but of course if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all.
 
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bankai

bankai

Elementalist
Mar 16, 2025
840
To pass peacefully in my sleep without even knowing.

But a more adventurous method that I have dreamed about in the past is to go paragliding. There is this channel on YouTube where the guy goes paragliding right in the city. He even eats burgers while paragliding. It's fantastic. He uses the glider to get to remote islands that cannot be accessed in any other way. It's phenomenal. I've always fantasized about jumping off that glider at 30,000 feet.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,015
I would change my preferred method, hanging myself to being hanged by someone else.
 
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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
143
This is just my topic, suicide fantasy. I'd ride a rocket all the way up and blow myself up in outer space. Say, if that rocket is a part of my method it's 100% reliable, right? Or maybe jumping from all the way up there without chute is also a good idea. The possibilities, I cannot really decide how i could skin myself alive or violently self-destruct... but given a mania episode Im on, as i predict my depressed self would answer a more tranquil, and sensual version of death, like drowning or poisoning, to silently take away my pain.

p.s. Everything about life (even suicide fantasy) that comes as exciting and interesting end up losing it's color after i do and always realize it just being mirage of mania phase. quite frustrating. it takes away all my momenta
 
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Ameshi !!

Ameshi !!

Internet angel
May 14, 2025
2
Jumping, It would be amazing if I didn't have to think about it not being high enough or hitting something on the way down…
 
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itsoverforme303

Burn my dread
Mar 3, 2025
110
I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,337
Anything that would work be guaranteed to kill me and not be too painful.

I just want to die and not go through excruciating pain

The most ideal guaranteed and painless
 
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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Severe Medical Phobia « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
487
If anything was reliable I would definitely go for the closest thing I could get, even if it meant slipping and falling if it became reliable. Fantasy method? Probably like a show till I die.
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
564
As a method, I wouldn't change FSHanging.
Only a sudden death would beat it. Like what happened to one of my relatives, he was going to work and simply fainted on the street, gone forever.
 
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Pale_Rider

Mage
Apr 21, 2025
572
My #1 method is 100% reliable, and painless. Thats why I picked.
 
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young Werther

young Werther

Member
Mar 30, 2023
9
Firing Squad and pretending to change my mind at the last second.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,560
Nembutal or Heroin/Morphine.
 
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Daenerys Targaryen

Daenerys Targaryen

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
407
Oh, if only I could get into my mother's pharmacy! What a thieving rat I would be I!🐀💊
 
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Polyxo

Polyxo

Member
Mar 1, 2025
63
Dying in my sleep due to "natural causes." I guess I'm not so much enamored by suicide. I just wanna die man lol.
 
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commuter

commuter

sick & dying, don’t you know
May 15, 2025
2
i daydream a lot about bleeding out somewhere quiet & beautiful outdoors. ideal would be a snowy field up in the mountains, a good distance away from any trails. even know which mountain i'd pick… too bad it's so impractical
 
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