Idk why I'm posting this

[uta]

I'm in my s-ketamine session rn and feeling a bit out of it, which is maybe the only reason I feel like posting in this section. I've been doing this for a year. Might start ECT soon.

But I made up my mind a long time ago about what I wanted and there's not much in this world that can make it tolerable for me. The only reason I've held off is because I feel sorry for my family and I'd be the third to ctb.

I'm not really going anywhere with this, but I'm posting before the effects wear off, when I would no longer feel like creating a post.

 

[FailGirl]

I hope that it'll work out for you. I've started having suicidal thoughts while on anti-depressants. It makes recovering feel hopeless.

 

[UnnamedGuy]

I was watching some videos on ECT and checked out the comments and it seems to come across as successful however, prepare to have some memory loss. Seems to only affect short term memory loss but I think the benefits outweigh.

 

[uta]

I hope that it'll work out for you. I've started having suicidal thoughts while on anti-depressants. It makes recovering feel hopeless.

Thanks. I hope things improve for you. This started years ago though before taking antidepressants.

I was watching some videos on ECT and checked out the comments and it seems to come across as successful however, prepare to have some memory loss. Seems to only affect short term memory loss but I think the benefits outweigh.

I would like to be able to say I've tried ECT, if nothing else. I've also heard stories about permanent memory loss and personality change, but I'm kinda past caring at this point.

 

[UnnamedGuy]

Thanks. I hope things improve for you. This started years ago though before taking antidepressants.


I would like to be able to say I've tried ECT, if nothing else. I've also heard stories about permanent memory loss and personality change, but I'm kinda past caring at this point.

It's got to be worth a try, if all else has failed.