idk what to write for this title...

[mcis5942]

maybe i just want to vent... idk... nobody will notice this anyway just like everything i do irl...
or maybe i just want to talk to someone
i normally go for days or even weeks without speaking to anyone irl...
idk how to talk to people, idk how to socialise, i dont feel comfortable with crowd, sometime i even feel annoyed when hear people voices
but i feel so lonely and unhappy and yet i couldn't get myself out there to function normally
i hate myself i have no courage to do anything
maybe i want to better this i hope i can feel better
sorry if i sound confusing i know im annoying

 

[alonely]

you just read my mind and wrote my thoughts into your post. i feel all of this the same way as you have described.

so if it's any consolation, you're not alone in how you feel, i empathize completely.

wishing you the best, i hope you can figure out how to navigate through this. let me know if you discover any secrets about how to overcome these things. hugs~