Ideation to attempts

[Bruces]

I've know for a long time that life isn't for me nor does it contain any pleasure,so I've obsessed about suicide for a long time but I want to put that obsession into reality,I'm nearly 45 and clearly there's nothing left to be alive for and I certainly feel it's my time?

 

[autumnal]

I've know for a long time that life isn't for me nor does it contain any pleasure,so I've obsessed about suicide for a long time but I want to put that obsession into reality,I'm nearly 45 and clearly there's nothing left to be alive for and I certainly feel it's my time?

What is your question?

 

[SpottedPanda]

45 is young to someone who's 60. I'm 37, and feel old, though I know from a different perspective I'm not. Though I find shallow enjoyment in life, and am looking to finalise things soon enough

 

[Bruces]

I kinda knew when I turned 40 that life was as good as over for me

 

[SpottedPanda]

I kinda knew when I turned 40 that life was as good as over for me

I felt that way the day I turned thirty

 

[Bruces]

I want to be able to turn the ideation into doing it

 

[autumnal]

I want to be able to turn the ideation into doing it

Do you mean in terms of motivation, or in terms of technique?

 

[Bruces]

both