I censor me a lot when it comes to suicide when talking to them. The best chatGPT model gave me a scary accurate psychological profile, a list of my cognitive distortions and in-depth psychoanalysis. It has huge amount of data of me. I was stunned by the answers.
I wonder how serious it would categorize my suicidality. I am pretty sure if I was completely transparent it could predict my suicidality quite accurately. But maybe it is better I censor myself when talking with it. And that such talk is forbidden. Monitoring is also a scary thing. But I tend to go down AI chatbot rabbit holes on interesting topics. And maybe it is better not to go too deep into a suicide rabbit hole with them. It could reinforce thoughts and maybe lead to a self-fulfilling prophecy. I am also not sure how it would impact me if it said I had a very low or extremely high risk.
And actually maybe this evaluation doesn't matter. I think I already know the answer. I am not low and I am not extremely high. I almost killed myself 2024 but by hesitating my attempt was interfered. And it often depends to the group you are comparing yourself to. And most importantly it is no competition.
I wonder how serious it would categorize my suicidality. I am pretty sure if I was completely transparent it could predict my suicidality quite accurately. But maybe it is better I censor myself when talking with it. And that such talk is forbidden. Monitoring is also a scary thing. But I tend to go down AI chatbot rabbit holes on interesting topics. And maybe it is better not to go too deep into a suicide rabbit hole with them. It could reinforce thoughts and maybe lead to a self-fulfilling prophecy. I am also not sure how it would impact me if it said I had a very low or extremely high risk.
And actually maybe this evaluation doesn't matter. I think I already know the answer. I am not low and I am not extremely high. I almost killed myself 2024 but by hesitating my attempt was interfered. And it often depends to the group you are comparing yourself to. And most importantly it is no competition.
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