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sacrilegeofsouls

sacrilegeofsouls

Come undone
Jun 14, 2026
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Life is so suffocating I just wish I could do what I really loved to do all the time but all the work leaves no time for it i dont want to do anything other than what i love at all everything feels pointless . I often fantasize that I was diagnosed with some sort of terminal illness and had 5 years to live so that I could stop caring about everything and just do things I enjoyed for that whole time as much as i could and then went out satisfied. Well I hope it won't be a super painful or disabling sickness anyway aside from the last stretch but why am I acting like that's gonna happen.
 
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FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
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i'll start praying that you get stage 5 butthole cancer soon..
 
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I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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i'll start praying that you get stage 5 butthole cancer soon..
Oh my god, don't think of it. Cancer is a very painful disease.. pray that everyone who wishes to CTB can either get N or SN. So all of us can get peace
 
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