I wish I knew what's next

[scorchedearth]

I don't hate life itself, but my own life is something I'm not sure I'll ever fix. I would love to live a happy life, but at this point it seems like fantastical fantasy. It hurts to know that perhaps none of the things I dream of will ever line up. I wish death didn't have so many questions for me to doubt. It feels like it may be the only way out, but doubt is blowing holes in all my plans. I'm so lost.

 

[Squiddy]

Part of what's keeping me here is what comes after death.

 

[Mist]

i know how you feel, uncertainty is one of my main reasons for delaying as long as i have. i suppose life wouldnt be as good for others if they knew what lies ahead though.

 

[S1mpleme]

I don't hate life itself, but my own life is something I'm not sure I'll ever fix. I would love to live a happy life, but at this point it seems like fantastical fantasy. It hurts to know that perhaps none of the things I dream of will ever line up. I wish death didn't have so many questions for me to doubt. It feels like it may be the only way out, but doubt is blowing holes in all my plans. I'm so lost.

You're not alone, we all deserve to be happy, I hope one day we will stop finally to suffer.

 

[Backwoodsqueer]

I'm right there with you, friend. I wish I had the answers. Hell, I wish any of us did.

 

[Anon2662]

Part of what's keeping me here is what comes after death.

I can relate to this a lot!

 

[highlyvolatile]

I also want to know whats next. I hope its better than this.